Narcissistic psycho

2009-09-26T02:33:00.000+08:00

STICKYDEE.TUMBLR.COM

2009-09-09T01:11:00.004+08:00

Hey ya'll!!
I noe it's been donkey years since i've last blogged.. the feeling died and I didn't have my laptop or camera to like.. blog properly and sheez.. and ever since I started working, my life's been pretty bore and all about work.

So yea, anyway, this post is to say sorry for not updating but I have since changed my blog link cause blogger has constantly been giving problems and I just don't like it cause it's just SHITTY.

So yea, I have a new blog link! It's stickydee.tumblr.com! I haven really updated anything yet.

But will do so in the coming days! :D
Hopefully the bloggin bug comes back cause I seriously lost it.

TTYN! talk to you NEVER!
:D I kid I kid..
Tchau fer now (:
Do spread my new link around.. lol.. :X

2009-07-25T03:54:00.002+08:00

I love my friends, period.

They're my happy pills.

Tchau fer now!

2009-07-20T03:59:00.006+08:00

It's 4 in the morning and nobody's online to entertain me
):
Since it's my off day later..
I'm up doing some spring cleaning round my room.
And I'm donating clothes!

I'm getting rid of all my old clothes and slowly build up my wardrobe.

Right now my wardrobe is pretty empty but I'm gonna buy as much clothes as I can (:
I've even gone to Ikea to get hangers which I love love love so much.

and also my new chair..
It's sooooo comfy!

luvs it!

Anywho, I've been making myself busy..
Going here and there.

I don't wanna spend a single minute not doing something..

Anywho, I met up with ..

The 'whore'
&
..

The 'bitch'!

(i loves me cream concealer!
and me ZA!!
(:
I hate my complexion actually..
scars and shit.
want.to.burn.face!
kidding..)

We met up for some catching up and picnic-ing at city hall
caught the fireworks in the rain
and bumped into ol' derald chew and his neew gf, zanna?
See I can remember names! (:
bite me, bai

If I remember correctly the next day bai, fiza, ahmad and me celebrated edah's advanced surprise bdae.

It was soooo cute! I can still imagine edah's reaction when she saw us..
teehee..

"Pa, who's shoes are these?!"
LOL..

So apparently, we waited for an hour for that gurl and the bf to come.
and what better way to pass time then to whore with the cam
and play with fire (:

The lighter gave off those dancing lights after you put the light out..
and Bai went crazy everytime it went out.
like she was high on smth..
pfft..
Crazy woman.
So anyway, I really think that fizzy is soo much wayyyyy photogenic than I am.
I look so dumb uh!

Haha, this pic reminds me how edah wanted to cut the cake with the blunt side of the knife facing down..
lolol..
typical edah.. tsk tsk..

Deedee, Cocoa puffs, Fizzy, White chocz and The BF!
(:
See my compulsive disorder of changing people's names???

It was pretty awkward..
I didn't talk much that day cause.. erm..
haa..
Prolly cause I used up my energy the whole day..

And a few ago, met up with the 'bitch' again
for some chillaxing.

Fy looks so sexay with that thing on her head
I can barely contain myself!
HAHAHAHA

however, her hair turned out damn funny and she's so pissed
but mine's fine and dandy
but I don't look like me anymore..
It's weird.

:/

Went over to her place to do some spring cleaning and Efah came too
and we ordered canadian pizza and watched M18 movies, lol.
Awesome day man!

Seriously, there's a huge difference in Asian and Caucasian cultures.
It's simply mind boggling..

Well.. It's 4:44am now..
spent 44mins doing this dumb post..
Tchau fer now!!!!

2009-07-17T02:43:00.001+08:00

CRAP!

If only I was more influential!

):

Off for the next 3 days..
still figuring out what sex hairstyle I want.

Tchau fer now!

2009-07-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Okay I got a lot of things in my mind right now!

Firstly, happy 19th birthday to Edah (:
(later)

Secondly, I think ever since I started working, I'm becoming more and more materialistic!
I'm DYING !
I want everything from TOPMAN ):
It's making me broke!
I want the smart pants, the bags and the shoes!!!
):
and I also wanna get an iphone
or the samsung jet

dammit

I'm not gonna think about it!

But at least it's a motivation to keep working no?

Working tomorrow at 8 in the damn freaking morning at novena.
Nabei
No idea how the hell I got posted there.

At least the money's good.
(:

Errr.. What else is in my mind.......

OH! I'm so sad theres no one to go watch lady gaga with me!
):
If i'm not going I'll prolly buy the shoes at topman.
...

Mmm..
Well, Tchau fer now
Will be busy the next 4 days.
Intense work

2009-07-11T03:33:00.002+08:00

Met up with the ladies after such a long time!!
It's so difficult to even try and meet up with everyone
especially when some of them just started school a few days ago.

I suddenly miss the crazy times in school

Anyway, we all met up for a very special reason
and it's to celebrate this lady's belated birthday.
My dearest ahsusutong! (:
love her to the max max.

Went down to Aston's
which apparently silly me didnt know I've been there before until I saw the menu and it looked familiar.
Ha.Ha.

The food's NOICEEE..
and the queue was never-ending.
That's how good it is/was.
:D

Happy birthday SU!!
Even had fireworks for her..
HOW AWESOME RITE!
Doesn't make my birthday special anymore. ):

and I major love my cream concealer!!
(:
no more shiny face during flash
muahaahhahahaah!

There's wayyyy too many pics to upload
so I'll just use the groupies phots
and also, xl's face is blocked in the first one and alicia's is blocked in the 2nd.
(just to even things out)
:D

Hope Ahsusutong had an AWESOME time!
I know I did!
and I can't wait to meet up all over again.

Tchau fer now bb's!
(:

2009-07-10T01:24:00.003+08:00

"In the end, every ends up alone."
Now I'm trying to figure out where I heard it from.

-------------------------------------------------------------
See the smiley face???
Awesome right? So harry potterish (:
teehee..
And FINALLY I have a photo to show!

Anyway, I had one the THE best day-offs EVER with NazzyWazzy!
(OMG, I LIKE TO CHANGE PEOPLE'S NAMES! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!)

and CHEEBYE, MAN!
I bought this new cream concealer which I love love love so much
but it's still so dehydrating to the skin even though I use like moisturizers AND sunblock!
):
NABEI!!

Conflicting much?!

Er, back to fun-day-out with Naz..
Managed to check-out how the new Starbucks at T2 looks like.
(it renovated, duh)

Sakae-d today.. like after how many donkey months already???
Missed the sushi's and the california rolls so much!

Okay, basically I did a lot of things with Naz today
and I love her lots!

She's that (someone*) that amplifies my stupidity
which is pretty difficult to do
since I am actually a quiet person.
and I bet you guys out there are prolly rolling your eyes right now.

hahaha..

Anyway, I need to do something now which requires a lot of lazyness
(:
Tchau fer now!
i don't love you no more, bitch!
toodles (:

2009-07-09T01:46:00.001+08:00

From now on, I don't give a rat's ass about people who only care about themselves.
Fuck off

2009-07-01T00:38:00.003+08:00

Work is driving me crazy-tired.

Worked at Novena, Suntec and Parkway today.

It's insane!

Met ALOT of other Cotton On peeps!

They're all awesome people I must say..

One wilder than the next..

And today while working at Suntec,

this lady called me filipino for no reason..

And I was freaking nice to her the whole way..

and still had the cheek to call me filipino..

whats with all the interacial conflict with me?

Good lah, means I'm somehow intertwined with almost every race.

pfft!

I'm off to bed with an empty stomach!

and I didn't eat the whole day either.

urghh...

Tchau fer now.

2009-06-29T00:51:00.003+08:00

I've never in my life been so hurt as much as I was today..
It totally stabbed me in the heart and it shall forever leave a mark there
and never ever shall I forget what was said to me as it is damn right too hurtful..

Well story is there was this guy with his kid
and the kid was hyper-active or something..

and HE(who's wayyyyyyyyy older than ME) called me "UNCLE"
fark u fark u fark u!!!
he told the kid to behave or else "UNCLE" would scold.

OMG..
So hurt!
&
so sad!
and like wtf?! what's with people using ME to make their children behave!

I'm only freaking 19 YEARS YOUNG DUDE!

Ugh.
That sums up my day.
Want.to.change.blog.template.

tchau fer now
(:
wish me luck on tues
coffee/tea with the bosses at novena ):

2009-06-27T03:29:00.002+08:00

Today (Yesterday) is a very very sad day for everyone all over the world
M.J is dead!
OMG

I can't freaking believe it.. I kept thinking it was some publicity stunt being pulled..
but sadly it's not a joke ):

I'm so gonna put all his songs in my ipod and listen to em forever!
(:

On the lighter note, payday in 10 days time!
counting down!
can't wait..

Must.go.shopping.and.update.wardrobe.
LOL

Kk..

Going to lalaland now.
Tchau fer now!

2009-06-21T01:23:00.002+08:00

My new philosophy in life is simple
Cheebye customers get cheebye service

Thats all there is to it..
My sarcasm runs pretty high..

Anyway, workplace has a haunted-cursed-ladder.
Totally serious.
It's cursed like nobody's business.

And finally it's my off day today..
weex~

Tchau fer now

2009-06-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

My day off and a visit to NYP.

Call me himbo but I've never been to NYP before and deary-cocoa-puff-Bai brought me on an excursion down to see the campus.
Field-trip much?

Felt like a student all over again.
but it was short-lived unfortunately..

Argh..
Why do I feel so stupid updating my blog?
like who the hell is interested in this B.S

Ugh!
Tchau fer now!
Until I have gossip/ news or at least pictures!

2009-06-12T01:41:00.003+08:00

ARGH!
Friends going in to N.S in a few hours time..
SUCKS big time..
but it's simply inevitable.

Hoping they have a good time in there
Just like how so many people claim it's like a holiday..
*pfft* (as if)

Anyway, CHEEBYE CUSTOMERS AGAIN!!
blood boilers.
CBCBCBCBCBCB.
But YAY-ness I'm gettin me POS card already.. yays.
I have 30% discounts now!
((((:

K.. I'm tired from slaving all day..
but it all seemed great when _____ came..
weheheheheeh

Enjoying off day today..
tchau fer now.

2009-06-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

CHEEBYE CHEEBYE CHEEBYE CUSTOMERS!!!
AHHH.. CHEEBYE!!!
DAMN MOFOS!!!!

I HOPE U CHEEBYE CUSTOMERS DIEEE!!!!!

working at C.O makes people vulgar and angry, and I'm turning a little racists now too.
:x

Alot of cheebye people exists in this world

Ugh.

Having lunch now at 12am. (:
Tchau fer now ..

2009-06-08T02:28:00.002+08:00

Have been using the word 'definitely' alot.
It's very not me, me.

Mmm.. Just a short entry today..
Working later..

Tchau fer now!
(:

2009-06-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

Not been blogging for a long time.
I.KNOW!!!
I'm pretty lazy to update nowadays,
I miss lappy ):

Anyway, I totally got tonnes of crazy stories to talk about,
but it's like first come first serve kind of basis..

Lazy to repeat it again, plus I keep forgetting who I already told it to
so I don't really like repeat.

ANYWAY,
TO MY FRIENDS GOING FOR THE PCD CONCERT,

HOPE THERE'S A BLACKOUT TOMORROW DURING THE CONCERT!
(hopefully someone falls sick too and can't make it for the concert,
be sure to CALL ME!)
HA.HA.HA
(Green-eyed-monster-dee taking over body)

Uhh...
Tired, tchau fer now!

2009-05-24T07:10:00.003+08:00

Been ranting to everyone i meet about my UG hair..
and FINALLY I found the hairstyle I die die want to have!
mahahaha..

MAJOR LOVE!
Kind-of-mohawk-but-long-at-the-same-time.
love love love.

(:

Now to achieve it.

Tchau fer now!

2009-05-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

Heyluu people!!

Okay..
So yesterday right...
I was going out of the toilet and a freaking cicak(lizard) fell on top of my head and at first I didn't know what hit me until it fell on the floor the next second..

Normal people reactions would be screaming and jumping right??
Well I'm not normal I guess..
I laughed and was thinking, "OMG, MY SHAMPOO IS AWESOMENESS!"
cause the damn cicak just bounced off my hair just immediately..

Gosh.. So traumatizing after I think about it..

And it makes a great SHAMPOO commercial, NO?
Things flying off the silkyish platform that is our hair!
COOL RIGHT??

So anyway.. when I met Naz the other day, we were both talking bout how we're slurring whatever we say nowadays and both our commands of English is literally going down the drain as we speak now.

AND TODAY!!!
I totally SLURRED everything I said to Edah and Bai..
OMG.
SO FUGGIN ANNOYING!!

I.want.to.die.now!

Ugh..

OH, and I almost kissed a bangle today..
haizzz..
stupid friday the 15th.

The KLUTZILLA in me has ravaged to show it's UG face.

Tchau fer now!

2009-05-14T06:03:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!

OKOK..
I asked my mom to teach me how to make her oh-so-loved brownies..
and she agreed to have a teaching lesson soon,
I just have to tell her when and we'll do it.

I think my mom feels obliged to teach people
and LOVES meeting my friends :3
So yea..

I was thinking friday or saturday to do it.
Since I'm oh-so-free..

Anyone interested??
Beep me aite! (:

Location: My house
Time: Afternoon-ish
Results: Eating brownies (:

Tchau fer now!

2009-05-10T04:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!
I'm feeling super random right now! (:

Firstly, I need a favor from ANYONE.
I need someone to ask their folks what they think about gay rights
and then tell me about it.
LOL

I can't possibly do that cause I'll prolly end up on the papers, dead.

K, so anyway, I'm 4 years away from getting my first TATTOO!!
weeeeeex~
I want something symbolic-y
and funky!
heh

Tempted to re-dye my hair RED...
(:
It's so RAWRRR and in your face!
hahaaaa

Err.. Piercings too..
but thinking about it only.

what else what else.....
uhhhhhhhhhh.......

My quest to being vegetarian is so far not going so well..
Mom totally bought me Nasi Briyani for dinner..
and I gobbled the thing up like I was starving for like a gazillion yrs..
):

well.. I think that's enough randomness for one day.
My attention span is kinda killing my brain cells..
Next time I'll write down whatever I wanna type beforehand
so that I won't forget.

(;
Tchau fer now!

2009-05-02T23:09:00.006+08:00

Apologies for the lack of updates.

Totally felt like *cheebye* all over, today..
from the way I dressed, my hair, my everything!
so cheebye-tastic!

I swear don't feel like going out much these few days.
curling up on my bed with a good book is like THE best thing.. for now..

And all the imagination I'm getting from the books are like fcuking orgasmic to my mind!
I loikeee!!

But I feel like such a whore when it comes to borrowing books from others..
especially since I get them from different people.
Now I probably wanna get twilight from my cousin (:
wink wink*

I miss u babe!

Ugh, brain-dead now..

I won't have to change myself for someone to like me..
I just have to be who I am and it should come naturally!
Righttttt?

Kill me already.
Tchau fer now!
Had a killer day out with edah today..
O.M.G!
teehee..

cheebye-tastic no?

2009-04-25T01:18:00.002+08:00

Went back to school today!
Like amazingly..

Headed back down to memory lane and argh.. so much memories..
and I think my best memory was when Alicia and I climbed over the school gate.

So anyway, the new april intake had their first training today
and as mentioned by the guys..
there were definitely ALOT of gurls this time round..

Usual stuff.. helped around searching for lost souls not knowing what to do..
and of course I wanted to see the old faces as well (not Mr. Mitch though)

Gosh, seems like alot of things have changed since the last time I was there..
and Chiachia is still not looking at me when she talks.
pfft whatever!

Mr. Bed is calling for me..
Tchau fer now!

2009-04-23T00:09:00.004+08:00

Bonjour people!

Went crazy hysterical with this babe all day..
cause I missed her too much
and I needed some fresh air away from folks.

I'm going to try and get Breaking Dawn from her now.. hurhurhur..

Anywho, checked out a few places for her FYP
and she's just as crazy as I am and that's why I love her so!!

teehee (:

Paparazzi shots
love em

chic no?

Tchau fer now!
Till the next time I go crazy..
:D

2009-04-22T01:11:00.002+08:00

Bonjour people!

Very surprised to have woken up very late today when Bai called
and finally met up with Naz
cause I missed her too much and wanted to get breaking dawn or isit new moon from her.
the storyline is sooo gd!!
and I finally understood why people liked Edward Cullen more than Robert Pattinson..

intentions aside,
OMG!!! I know one thing that makes Naz super P.O-ed
and it's those ahpeks riding those bicycles with loud speakers behind..

It's a freaking trend now!!
Saw like 5 of em in one night!
and it's ANNOYING!!

Naz was all, "One more time!"
cause the guy was circling around us and stuff..

OOooo....

Scary Naz..

Hahhaah..

Tchau fer now!
Finishing my Eclipse soon and meeting Fy early tomorrow!

2009-04-21T05:29:00.002+08:00

Bungee jumpin' anyone???
I've got the feel for it right now at 530 in the morning.

So anyway, my neck is hurtin again..
this is the 2nd time this has happened and embarrassingly I think it's because I tried to headbang while dancing infront of the mirror and it hit some nerves or something.
and now I can't turn to the left

moral of story:
no more headbanging for me, unfortunately..

Met up with Fiz, Ays and Bai in the late afternoon
(i missed them so much!)
AND
I managed to see Bai and Ays's primary school photo!
ARGH!
They were so cute!!!
but sadly, they grew up.
teehee.

O yea.. I removed my tagbox cause..
well there isn't a real reason to it..
It just spoiled the image of the blog.
I'm weird I know!

Tchau fer now!
have fun in school (:

2009-04-16T21:59:00.006+08:00

Another exciting day out with ling and su..
Exploring some of the interesting places that not a lot would wanna go to!

Glamor shots
Ling doesn't have one cause she was kinda sleepy and stuff so no photos of her.
and i'm scared later she'll roar at me for posting unglam pics of her( to what she thinks is unglam or not)

but I won't be that bad and put a pic of her chio-defied phone instead

Meaningless whoring with the cam.

my dear blur looking susu.

One of Ling's cool camera functions!
It's so uber cute.

I'm not that mean.. here's ling!

I can't seem to tell guy's from gurls anymore.
it's all in the mustaches

well.. tchau fer now!
till the next time we explore somewhere else.

2009-04-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

It's my version of Monday the 13th!!!

Such an unlucky day..

Sure felt as if I hit rock bottom.
There were so many things hitting me right in the face all at once..

Firstly, the student fares expired and now all us kids are paying adult fare which sucks really badly!

Then my phone is like totally dead and there's no way I can contact anyone properly now.

Then my mom totally took ALL MY MONEY from my wallet w/o telling me and I left the house cashless! And OMG.. I went to 7-11 to get a drink not knowing that all my money was freaking gone!!!

LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! She didn't tell me nuts bout the money and let me walk out the door making me think I still have some dough on me.

Well, that's not all..

I saved the best for last...

I was walking towards Bai's place and a pigeon FREAKING POOPED/VOMITED ON ME...
O.M.F.G!!!!

Of all the luck right?!?!
I should have gone to buy 4D man!
With all the bad luck I bet I would have won first prize or something..

Tchau fer now
Feeling uber depressed

2009-04-12T01:18:00.005+08:00

So Bai's surprise birthday celebration was a total success!
(:

I totally went mia when I said I booked her on the day itself and thank god for Edah she somehow managed to make Bai stay at home.

Met up with Edah, Fiza and Naufyfy to set-up the cake and presents.

These people are just awesome la!
cause I was freaking out at how stressful things were becoming.

and sorraye bai the present got dirtied somehow, I'll fix it the next time I come over.

Say hello to the brownie CAKE~
Prepare to drool cause it was heavenly!

Credits to ma mom! which is the awesomemest mom ever!!

The healthy brownie cake which derives from....

This!

The chocolate smell was so awesome!!
and it was very soft and brownie-like..

Haha.. surprise!
Edah, Fiza and I were discussing if she was gonna be in her unglam state.
Which was kinda what happened..

When she opened the door, we started singing happy birthday and woke her bro up (:
which in the end helped us take this pic.
haha

Miss Fiza-diva!
WORK IT, GERL!!

Edah me and Fiza
The sec classmate, the ite classmate and the new friend.
So ying, yang and yong!
( and fark I hate flash)

Naufyfy the "I-dont'-wanna-take-pics-" guy..
Pretending to act cool only
I bet deep down inside his dying to take pics..
hahaha

BAI!! I WANT GUITAR HEROESSSS.....!

her pressies! (:
Well, it's kinda simple.. but ya know, there's some meaning behind em.
The stupid frame got dirty really easily la..
It was so depressing I felt like throwing it away to get another frame for her.

Naz came!
She jogged all the way from MASJID GRUFRAN!!! (sp)
See w/o flash my face looks normal!!
argh

Haha, we played hotel626 and we finally solved that stupid room puzzle..
ACHIEVEMENT of the week
*pat on our backs*

Fiza and Aysh!!
I love them like alot alot!!
Run babat run!!

we be like teenage mutant ninja TURTLES!!!

Shall end with a happy shot! (:

Happy 19th DORA!!!

Tchau fer now...
(who's bdae's next?)
JAI HO!!!!

2009-04-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

Wishing a happy 19th birthday to my one and only entertainment bitch which I love love love unconditionally forever.
The one and only Bai who never fails to be there when I need her to bitch.
and I dare say that we've been through lots of ups and downs but our relationship is as strong as ever and still growing.

I love you babe, forever and ever
and I'll definitely show it.

Tchau fer now
alot of things in my mind right now.

2009-04-10T03:33:00.003+08:00

I officially can't be bothered with people who totally don't appreciate what they're given/have!

Of all things I can hear.. It really hurts when someone doesn't appreciate a gift that was given thought and effort into getting, not to mention the time, money and considerations that were put into it.

I lost all enthusiasm to celebrate anyone's birthday seriously.
And I totally lost fate in the term, "It's the thought that counts"..

and yea I think it's pure bullshit now.
Who the fuck really cares right?

That's what I'm wondering now.
Why the hell do I give it so much thought and effort when all my effort feels like bullshit all of a sudden.

I definitely see true colors coming out.
sucha motherfucker

pfft whatever I wanna read my eclipse, tchau fer now.

2009-04-09T03:17:00.003+08:00

FEELING VERY BITCHY RIGHT NOW!

I wanna scream at someone's face but erm, it'll be weird so I'll pass.

Met up with the Vietists thanks to Ana and the gang for PAINSTAKINGLY planning everything
and going THROUGH THE TROUBLE to ORGANIZE the outing.

Just a simple picnic with the USUAL PEOPLE that WILL USUALLY TURN UP.

Haven't met up with the people ever since my birthday at sentosa.

and yea we're all still the same.
Nothing changed in that 4 months but perhaps our thoughts of each other

Xi Chen was a hot topic with everyone that day.
It was as if he was THE ONE that brought all of us together
like a common topic

Played steal and babi with em
and Jan was the best babi for the day.

and no way am I forgetting very requested brownies from Ana
and the main reason that psycho-ed Su into coming over

And as usual, Klutzilla me was drama all over the place.
hahaha...
Gosh I can't get it out of my mind.

Went back to tamp and slacked with Su and Alicia all the way until our last buses.
Gonna miss those times when their school starts.

Tchau fer now (:
I can be bitchy whenever I want
Just don't try me
(:

2009-04-08T02:03:00.005+08:00

Another friend turning the big two zero

The ex-5B gang we're graciously invited to vin's place to celebrate his birthday and the highlight of the whole day was GUITAR HERO!!!!
OMG.. Freakishly addictive and awesomeeeee.. Total awesome sheez I tell ya!

Then again... Only 3 people can play together and singing isn't anyone's forte.

Drums is the sheeeezzz!!

The gang + Roory! (:
Sweet gurl.. such charisma!

The mats and those two idiots can yell like crazy whenever they're playing soccer evolution..

The pic that fah says fy looks different in.

The mats again

Well the rest are kinda redundant photos but I loveee guitar hero!!
(:

I'm pooped.. Tchau fer now (:
sorry for the lack of enthusiasm in the entries..
kinda lost the blogging bug..

till I find it then..

2009-04-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

O hey it's April!!

Well it seems like every day is like every ordinary other days.

My daily routine involves:
Waking up
Bathing
Go out
Come back
Check gossips
Sleep

How mundane!

Anywho, the results are out and I think i'm the only one in my class who HASN'T checked my results.. hurhurhur..

I don't know what the hell I'm waiting for and neither do I have a clue what I'm gonna do after I get it.

Anyway, if anyone has AXN out there.. Do watch WipeOut.. It's like the most hilarious thing on TV right now. It never fails to make me laugh till I cry.

mm.. toodles!
Till the next update.
Tchau fer now!
;D

2009-03-29T00:26:00.004+08:00

Shit lah.
I think I'm getting more and more retarded by the days..

The things I say are so.. dumb.. and like.. KIDDISH!
I need to grab a book now but I haven't paid my stupid library fines.

Anyway, I'm sooo exhausted from going out everyday and I think I'll just stay home tomorrow and watch Spongebob reruns all day or just catch up on my online shows and movies.

Well, I hope everyone participated in Earth Day just now! Well, I think it teaches people to turn off their appliances more often and such.
DO IT MORE OFTEN PEOPLE!!! EARTH IS DYING!!!!

K I'm just going nuts now cause i'm super tired.

BUT BUT BUT!!!
I had theee most awesome time playing with Edah's XLR. OMGOSH..
It was soo orgasmic la!!!

WEEEEEEE~

I just love the realism that the cam gives. It's just awesomeness!

My eyes are closing now. Happy Sunday Ya'll!

Tchau fer now!! :D

2009-03-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

They say no one is perfect right?

Well I feel like screaming at someone's face right now. Holding in so much anger can't be good for the baby.

Went for the bloody Cotton On mass intake.
Bloody thing started at 9(supposedly)
Me and Su were on the dot yet we reached 5 groups late.

bumped into lin and bf.

From 1130, they rescheduled to 3(persevered) and went in for the mass interview, which was bloody fun(fortunately)

Guy gives us hope telling us that we were the best group amongst all the other groups but sadly the call didn't come.

hoping for tomorrow morn.

The Class Vid in Year 1.
Everyone prolly forgot about it (even me) but luckily Alicia reminded me bout it.
Remembering all the STOINK hairstyles everyone had.
Almost everyone changed in someway.

All the breaking of friendships along the way. Inevitable.

I can be such a bitch, I know.

Su's new haircut..
Chio horr..
lol

Tchau fer now!

2009-03-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

The sad truth that I learned a few days ago is that my friends attract older people unknowingly.
Look on the bright side, having a suga mama or daddy can have it's advantages ;D

Tchau fer now!
*TTTKA*

2009-03-23T01:50:00.003+08:00

hey party peeple!

Yea I know my blog's dying, cause there really isn't much to update about nor was I able to the past few days.

I had the mother-of-all-combo-sickness.. Let's see, my allergies were acting up, coughing, flu, headache, fever and I had this unbearable pain in my neck which felt alot like dying.. but I'm not complaining since i'm already feeling much better now.

Well, there were a few events that happened I gotta say..

The Class Chalets for one..

I'm having mixed feelings now bout it, so I'm not gonna blog about it.
Such a big thanks to Varon and her Sis for literally giving us the chalet for free,
especially since the price of it is really 'ooolala'..

Well.. The other times I went out are kinda for my own memories (:
Had loads of fun chatting and eating

Hmm.. well, I don't wanna bore people to death with my long posts..

So tata!
Tchau for now bellas!

2009-03-14T03:33:00.002+08:00

Yoh!!

Yeap yeap .. Exams are ovah!! and my ITE life has ended!! Now it's the point where I have to independently face the cruel world!

So I've been thinking about this for awhile, is it really necessary to have 'PAPERS' to survive in this world and rather than erm.. street smartsity? I mean like now, with the damn recession and stuff.. who's REALLY HIRING RIGHT???

Well, I've been already starting to crack my brain on my personalized tee designs! :D
Super exciting!! but of course tonnes of effort has to be put into it..

Anyone there to invest in mua? lol
teehee..

ANYWHO.. Well, currently in DEEDEELAND, there is talk about moving house ):
I hope my folks don't read my blog cause I'm supposedly NOT suppose to be AWARE of the situation. (all those bull**** bout my folks not informing me stuff)

But now that I DO know about it, I'm not really sure how I should react when my parents decide to tell mua.
Surprised maybe? Show them drama-dee's potential at caldecott!(sp) keke..

Erm.. Loads of words now.. super boring.. I KNOW! but bo bian. lol gotta live with it.

HOPEFULLY more people will motivate me into doing my Tee-designing and I'll put some phots up (:
(A lot of close people aren't really supporting my idea right now, (bastards!), abit sad la but I gotta be my own inspiration!)

Tchau fer now!
take care folks.

2009-03-08T23:17:00.005+08:00

Hey party people!
Been a long time since my last update, reason is cause of the final exams. du'uh

Anddd... like you know.. been mugging my ass off.. I'm becoming more retarded now. The more I try to absorb the more stupid I become.

It's just a vicious cycle I think.

So, I kinda believe I can do it(exams). Well sorta..

First things first.. Thanks all study buddies for helping me out! U guys rocksxczxscxzscx!

and also to the fat cat that kept me company when I was studying alone (:

Awwwww~
Like my own baby!

And the goofying off time with Naz and Rad whenever we got stuck at a question..

Naz and Rad's expressions are like so cute!

'Miss Photogenic'

Well anyway, wish me luck for me exams! It's gonna be hell tomorrow.. two and a half hours of pure brain torture! eeek~

But I can't wait for the class chalet next sunday (:
Hoping Naz would be able to come and go crazy with yours truly. Heh Heh..

GO KICK SOME ACCOUNTING ASS TOMORROW PEOPLE! ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE FOLKS TAKING THEIR EXE'S.

And peeps, don't worry bout me yea. I'm kinda mia but I will take care of myself. Just not the time to think happy thoughts.

Trouble in DeeDeeLand but isn't something I'm not used to.

Gots to go.
Tchau fer now!
Love ya peeps out there

2009-02-26T01:09:00.005+08:00

I keep saying this but time really flies by very fast!
It's already thursday like what the heck? but anyway, my wednesday couldn't have gotten any better!
I met up with dear cuz on a exploring day-out!

Well, firstly she wanted to show me around arab st to this shop that she thought had cheap fabric, but the people are too fucked up to care.. and my sis told me they only care if you're a tourist and I agree, cause the moment this angmoh lady walked in, they were like wolves surrounding their prey la!!
but fuckcare..

And FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY!!!! I went into the shops at Haji lane!!!!
LIKE OMG. Also went into OSF's shop!!! hahaha.. Cuz bought a vest there la!!
(Apparently someone just got their paycheck.. pfft!)

Anyway, I've always had this imagination that the people that own shops at Haji lane are super fantabulous or god-like, something like that.. which refrained me from entering the shops.
BUT NOT TODAY BITCHES!!!
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Hmm, I forgot where we went next.. erm.. Bugis street, apparently the service in B.S has kinda upgraded? There was this aunty who was SUPER OVER-FRIENDLY!! she talked talked talked talked talked talked (u get the picture) to me all the way.. I even know that her husband is a VERY patient person. like how the hell right???
Amazing though..

Went to peninsular.. The uncle there was super nice la! I regret not getting the spects now ):

Then went down to Cheeenaaatown! Thanks to Edah(i love u i love u i love lots!) I've finally found the damn place to get cheapo fabric!! 3bucks for 1m... weeee happy me!
I was actually there the first time with su and ling! We thought it was just some normal foodcourt.. But the 2nd floor is where all the goodies are!! I remember Su telling me that the 2nd floor was a foodcourt as well and we went off.

Super sad !!!

But satisfied now (:

Sat down at Mac to rest, and we were just talking and talking.. then we out of the blue did a family tree lol.
I call it The 'D' Tree.. Cause my dad's generation kid's names all start with 'D'(if I'm not mistaken)
Try and spot me lol!

Anywho, it's been a long day.. and I'm actually tired now.
So Tchau fer now!

2009-02-22T03:03:00.005+08:00

Say Hello to the SOUL CAKE!
Celebrating the Seniors sorta "Graduation"
&
Thanking us for all the stuff we contributed..
BUT WE OURSELVES DID THE BUYING AND PICKING UP!
OMG LA!
We're thanking ourselves yet we're doing all the work???
The irony laa!

But it was fun (:
Taking the taxi to and fro w/o paying and feeling guilt-free was the best experience!!!
and spending money like there's no tomorrow is even more fun!

SOOOOOO... THE... FAMILY... PHOTO...
Let's see.. Su and me look like the grandfather and grandmother, Zal and Hady can be the brothers, and alicia and Iqa can be the sisters!
hahha.. okay, i'm really bullshitting now.

I didn't know Sarip Jr. wasn't in the photo la!
He was like playing the PSP I think or emoing one corner pretending he doesn't want his photo taken.. lol

Hahahaha!
Umm.. SUPPOSEDLY it was Su, Alicia and me taking the phot but the calefares came.
kinda blur.. mmm...

Miss Chia gave us a memorial gift.
Which gave me an idea of my next motif that's gonna be on my wall (:

Groupeh phots!
BLUR!!! thx to AHEM*
haahha
&
I just realised how little people there are.. I wonder where all the peeps went to lol.
OUH YA..
okae

CAKE ROXSXSXS!!!
Su: "I want to eat the cake but I don't want the cream, you eat can?"
Me: "Siao"

Alif inability to eat cake properly!
hahah (:
Gosh I'm gonna miss disturbing him during training..
We'll we sorta disturb each other which is kinda fun..
memories...

A little after party whoring with the cam (:

After so many failed attempts..
This is my concluded look alike phot.
See the diff!!
We changed no?
hahaah

Well.. Tchau fer now!

2009-02-15T03:46:00.004+08:00

Well, V-day is over (thank gawd!)
Friday the 13th was kinda sad feeling and it definitely left a mark.
It's the final show for the senior's senior aka Alicia, Faizal, Pang, Su and Me.
The atmosphere was soooo.. bland, and not festive as I imagined it to be.

Alicia and I sneaked into the handicap toilet to play with our hair before the show lol.
and we got caught by some random guy..
hahaahah!!
memories..

Bored to our wits 5 hrs before the actual show.
We had to entertain ourselves of course.
And also, Drama-Dee is still dead.
I don't see a resurrection any time soon.

Whored with the cam for awhile.
Then I fell asleep.. It was pure boredom, imagine sitting on our ass for 2 hrs doing basically nth.
but then this old guy came to the back and showed everyone magic tricks.
He was kinda the center of attention and everyone laughed at his jokes and stuff.
Must be hell of a comedian.

I loike moi haiiirrr (:

We helped Lif "untie" his shoelaces and threw them at the corner where all the tables and nonsense were.. and next thing I know I saw em knock his head against them. LOL
But it was kinda predictable.

After-show whoring with the cam.
Bye bye cemta!!
Bye bye broken bench!!
Bye bye rehearsal room!!!
Bye bye meeting room!!
Bye bye notice board!!
Bye bye smelly handicap toilet!!
Gosh the list goes on and on..

candid emo shot (:
I loikee..
It's like I'm thinking bout music and the notes are simply flying out of my mind.

Fadz self-proclaim excellent photography shot.
"FIRE TINGUISHER" (in case of fire)
mmmm...

Well.. that's bout it..
TFN with this dumbass look on my face..
(:

2009-02-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

Happy V day to one and all!

Will blog about stuff soon.
For now I'm pretty beat.

TFN

2009-02-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

Could not resist using this picture..
It's too CUTE not to be shared with the world.
[Ana, I don't mean any negative things bout this pic]
Anyway, she's one of the rare people that has a very contagious laughter.

Plus my blog doesn't have a lot of photos nowadays and it's getting boring..
So I'm like killing two birds with one stone. YAY ME.

K so like.. I think Drama-Dee is DEAD or sleeping, someone needs to wake him up or something cause things are getting dull and unlively with my life.

I've never felt so utterly bored ever in my life until these few days.
I feel like i'm forcing myself to entertain some people which I don't like to do..
Normally I just brush them off and call em a bitch afterwards.. haha, no lah.

But yea.. life is getting duller and duller..
I wanna go travel the world!!!

ugh, tfn! (tchau fer now)

2009-02-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

The damage done after the CNY dinner over at Eastpoint.
My last and final external show in my ITE life.
How sad that it may be the last time I perform EVER.

The adrenaline rush I'll get when I step onto the stage and all the attention spurred on us.
How I'll miss the nonsense everyone brings and the laughter we share.
There's also the crazy lovable people I perform with.
The whole happy bunch.
Unfortunately I don't get to perform a lot with the juniors who are now senior.

I'm pretty glad I managed to perform using almost all the instruments.
All except the Agogo bell and Snare.

No one can take away the experiences I had, performing all around singapore in exclusive places that not many get to see themselves.

AND MOST OF ALL
I'm going to miss the times we sit together and just chat!
The gossips, the laughter and the confessions!

Gosh...
Time is flying by too fast!

Tchau fer now

2009-02-05T09:41:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to be getting ready for school like right now but I was just thinking that bro and me have totally different characters when we're outside and whenever we reach home we start slamming doors and stomping on the floors and all those mambo jumbo stuff.

weird..

I still don't know what's wrong wif em. He may be my brother but he really isn't a good one. I still have haunting memories of him punching me in the stomach and I just lay on the floor like some dead rat.

):

Ugh.. tchau fer now.

2009-02-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

OKAY!
I have to have to have to say this! SWEDISH CHOCOLATES ARE THEEEEE SEX! (Idk if ppl are still saying this or isit passe alr)
But hell! They're the best chocolates I've ever tasted!!

I'm so glad to be part of the 13% of men that luvvvv chocolate! muahahahaha..
Those other men don't know what yer missing out on!

Repeat after mua.. "CHOCOLATE = GOOOOOD!"

(: hee!

ANYWHO! Finally the goddamn napha is over? Don't know if I have to repeat it again, like wtf?
I didn't sleep the whole way cause I knew I won't be able to wake up in time for P.E then I didn't eat breakfast and went for a 2.4km run. WTFF

I forced myself to run the whole way then after I finished I LITERALLY FELT MY STOMACH TURN 180degrees! COOL or WHAT!

(:

But I hope I don't have to run again cause I'm having leg cramps now..
Don't think I can climb up and down the stairs in school!
I bet almost everyone won't be turning up for school tomorrow cause of this.

But we'll NEVER know.
People seem to surprise me nowadays..
Hmm..

I want to watch Horton hears a WHOOO again!!!
Cute ah the cartoon.
I love horton.. heee..
CUTE!!

I'm rambling nonsense now.

I have a new hobby now!
Playing with kittens under the block at 6 in the morning..
There's this kitty cat under the block that likes to chase people and attack them.
That's my fav cat now.
hahhaah..

Seriously Idk how the hell I could play with it for half an hour.
Okay random.

AIYAH!
Tchau fer now la!

2009-01-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

WHOA!

Time is really passing by really really too overly fast! It's going to be Feb 2009 already??? LIKE WTH?! It still feels like my bdae was not long ago and I just came back from Vietnam.

Scary sheez..

A few things to update..
Umm, I haven't really told anyone this but.. there is a 50 50 chance that I'll be going to indonesia? Well, I'm not entirely sure cause I only overheard my folks talking bout it..

This is what I heard from their conversation and I'll just summerize what I know..
..Uncle wants to set up a company for some idk thing, and he was planning to ask my dad to follow him over to start this company, and now the only thing that is holding them back is for this cousin of mine to agree to study in an international school there.

So I can't be making stuff up cause this is what I heard.

Anyway, I kinda don't mind living in there if I had the opportunity. I've been to some beautiful places there, but yea, the friends and my life here. I wouldn't wanna start anew, or would I??

Enough of the migrating and sheez..

Naufal taught me some fun new card games and tricks. Can't wait to share it with the gang.
He also did this love predictor thang using the cards, and I kinda find it true.
I need a victim tomorrow to try it on. (:

Well, I'm making a vow not to use the computer too much from now on. My eyesight is getting bad and I look stupid wearing glasses.

So.. Tchau fer now!

2009-01-27T01:36:00.005+08:00

Hello people!

I'm here for an update!! Have been rather a fruitful week.. AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to the peeps!

So anyway, alot of stuff have been happening and I don't know where to start.
Don't want it to become another long post though!

Umm.. Lemme start by saying I'm not going to be bitchy anymore.
I kinda wanna drop it.. It's not me being me, it's like I wanna try to be someone else who I'm not.
So I'm back to being all nicey-goodie-two-shoes.
(:

Ok whatever!
I can still be bitchy when I'm forced to because one day some fucktard will deserve it, like this guy on the train.. When I supposedly gave up my seat for this old man.. and this 20 something guy took the sit instead.. That fucktard really deserved the stare I along with everyone else on the train gave em.. Well, the oldtard didn't wanna sit anyway.. so no point of me getting pissed..
But he was nice though! spoke to me in chinese so I just nodded not knowing what he was really saying.. haha..

Hmm, been awhile since I uploaded alot of pics.. I guess I can blog bout Shab's engagement?

Anyway, it's my first official time going to a friends engagement, a Pakistan-Indian one at that too. It was also her birthday! OMG.. I forgot that.. haahahha..

Birthday Gurl/ Fiance?

Fy's and my new hairdo. I loike! Her hair is so much hawter now. (:

Shabb's fiance getting the lecture of his life..
Haha.. no lah, just the praying and stuff (:

The happy couple (:
Soooo preetttyyy!!
That guy's handshake almost broke my hand off..
Gosh..

The ex-classmates..
They never change

We can tell their character from this pic.
Vin the skater punk, Fiz the blur sotong, Liq the class clown and Zal the ****** one.
LOL

The food was gooooddd..
Vin and Zal went for 2nd's..

Well, it wasn't alot of stuff.. I was hoping they'd blast some music and we could dance on the dancefloor like those Bollywood movies.
Then everyone would start twirling and such.
but naw..
After that was the cutting of the cake and somemore camwhoring with the bride and groom.
and then left.

BEING EVE OF CNY:
Almost everywhere was closed.
So there wasn't much to do after that.

I like this pic alot..

Me new hairstyle (:
trying too hard to look like riri??

I'll just end this with a bitchy pic of me.. haha
Don't know why I look like that...

Tchau fer now!!
(:

2009-01-23T01:30:00.002+08:00

How stupid can I be for not expecting this huge road-hump to interfere with life.
Life's been going too smoothly lately and it just had to happen.

Still hoping for things to be like normal again cause I don't tend to forget things, especially with my HUGE guilty conscience which unfortunately my bro received none of it.

Okay, I don't want to start it again.. but it's the usual stuff now that he's back from wherever he was.. THANKS FOR THE HAT! APPRECIATE IT LOTS..

So yea, I don't have a lot of photos nowadays cause the phots are all in my facebook and stuff, and I'm so lazy to steal them cause there's too many of em and it'll take forever to blog..

I'll prolly blog tomorrow.. ?
Only the future can tell..

Tchau fer now!

2009-01-20T13:47:00.000+08:00

Never in my life have I ever wanted so much pain to be inflicted on myself.. until now.

2009-01-18T03:35:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be random today!
(:

Anyway, I was in the toilet shitting when I wondered about what I wanna do after I graduate..
SEEMS LIKE THE TOILET IS THE BEST PLACE TO THINK!

Ok, so I was just sitting there thinking, and wondered how my life would be if I were to be the *First?* Beauty Therapy GUY! HAHAHAHA

I think I'll be fucking famous ah! People will be like, "Eh! Isn't that the only guy in B.T, FUCKING GAY SIOL!" Then start pointing and laughing, and while they're doing so, they hit their faces into signboards. (:

I was thinking bout those famous celebrity stylist and make-up artists then I was like, I want that exposure and experience.
Imagine me doing Riri's make up!

HOW COOL AH!
K, I'm freaking high now from all that sugar today.

Anyway, besides that, after grad I'm having a lot of thoughts of involving myself in Psychology!
Like reading people's characteristics and stuff.
Now that's what I'm into!

At the same time I can understand human nature better and perhaps tell who's bitching behind my back and stuff.
Then I can spread rumors of them getting pregnant and stuff to others.

(:

Damn I'm bitchy now.
BAI! where the hell are you when I need you..
LOL

K, anyway.. That's basically what I was thinking bout when I was happily shitting. (:

Tchau fer now!
2.4run and CA on the same day! WTF!!!!

2009-01-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

I NEED A DAMN CAT!!!!
Those fat and lazy ones that purr alot

Still awaiting the day for ALIF to bring me to the cat farm..

Lately, have been hanging out with the peeps to study and also crap around..
Loads of fun!
(:

Well, today was a great day for mua!
I walked home with hot stuff!!!
hahahaha
So delightful!!
Even saw some butt action..
hahahaha

and also something else happened..
which is between Su, Alicia, Varon and me
hehe..

(:

Anyway, percussion was BOOORRRRIIINGGG to the freaking core..
I don't wanna go for it anymore..
The feeling is just G.O.N.E!!!

I miss that Jamal a lot..
The way he handles stuff is just great !
Better than AHEM*

Anyway, I don't want to be bitchy and all but seriously there's a HUGE difference when they're leading.
I feel so dragged and unmotivated when the other does it.
GOSH..
I think I'm not making any sense now..

So I'll stop crapping now so that I can go and study.
(:

I just have to drag myself for this last 2 performances and I'm done with it!
Good riddance!

Tchau fer now!

HAHHAHAAH.. me and su seriously twinsies!
Ana took this pic in class.. We even have our watches on the same hand and all..
Studying hard!
(:

I miss bitching to bai already.. ):
Bai, hurry wake up!

2009-01-12T02:13:00.003+08:00

Found this parody of Super Junior.. It's really funny shiet I gotta say..
I'm not a fan of them but I just found the parody funny.. That's all.. randomness..

Tchau fer now! :D

2009-01-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hey people

I'm back from Sentosa and feeling abit glum..
Had that volleyball/dodgeball/beach soccer competition.

I came late so obviously I had to come alone and immediately when I stepped onto Siloso Beach, OMG! The sea of half-nakedness all around!! I was like holy fuck I feel so inferior to you NABEI..

And I had to look literally everywhere for the gang.. and the more inferior I felt looking at the nice bods around.

GOSH!

So anyway, I deliberately came late so that I wouldn't have to take part in the volleyball competition cause I suck eggs seriously, and the gang got their ass kicked MAJOR!

Haha.. kinda expected though?
:x

Well, anyway, there were people that I didn't know, so I was kinda left out?? As you can see, my malay is horrendous and these people were constantly talking in malay, BUT it's not like as if I can't and I'm not giving a try at talking my mother tongue but ...

if I can't even spell the word properly, how else can I pass at talking right???
I spelt: Tumbuk(punch) as Tembok(wall) and Sibuk(busybody) as Sebok(dust? or something that I don't know), in other words its the wrong spelling and meaning to what I intended to say..

HOW CAN I NOT BE ANGRY? Grrrr..

and not only that, I can only speak like standard Oral Malay and I don't know how to use the slangs which is how these people were communicating..

It'll be so funny if I suddenly out of the blue started talking like oh-so-proper while they were chilling with the way they talked.

So in the end I didn't really enjoy myself there.. cause I was like just emo-ing to one side but I'd of course smile courteously and nod in agreement to whatever they were saying..

Gosh.. I didn't know I could blog like this..

Oh yeah, I TORE MY FREAKING PANTS and I didn't know about it!!
It was super obvious and I was walking around the beach with this LONG LONG tear on my pants!
Soooooooo embarrassing!!! Thankfully Fah told me sooner if not I would have died of embarrasment there and then..

Anywho, Fy owes us one karaoke session since she broke a promise. tsk tsk..
Don't make promises you can't keep babe! (: (with a smile!)

My new slogan!! (*with a smile!*) cause some people can't tell my expression on the blog/msn.
(:

Well, another long post... If you read till here, I salute you!
Tchau fer now! :D

2009-01-10T00:28:00.002+08:00

After school pics

It was a boring day in school.

SOME PEOPLE decided not to come to school besides the many phone calls and messages.. so whatever..
Ang ang was as noisy as hell and my ear kept ringing all morning.

In the end, there's no more feel that I used to have with the clique.
Feels so distant and there's like really nothing much to talk about..

But it's always fun to mimic the way each other behave..
And percussion was honestly boring as hell today,
they decided to sit down and talk talk talk talk talk for more than half the day..

which I honestly couldn't be bothered to listen..

okay whatever, saw scandal today..
tomorrow sentosa yea!

Tchau fer now!

2009-01-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

Erm.. Class pics??
Forced everyone to wear white that day..
There was an event at the amphitheater so we had to take the class photo at the stupidest location ever.. near the swimming pool.. which has no point of view..
ok, whatever..

Missing in pic.. Dinie the meanie lol..

(:
less than 3 more months with the peeps! omg
but hell.. I have alot of memories with em..

Anywho, STARBUCKS AGAIN TODAY! WTF!
The conversation was mainly bout the most "bang-able" people in class..
hahahahaha..
and Naz, Bai and Me only have one person in mind..
and no I'm not going to say who it is..
but it was hella fun talking bout it !!

;D

Yo! Tchau fer now!
wanlin, I noe u're stealing the photos as of now.. tsk!

2009-01-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

By the way, my phone is fixed now and I can finally text again! Finally the feeling of being left out from society is gone! Like finally, it's been a week since it died? Gosh..

Anyway! Funny thing happened today at Starbucks(yes I went there again for the 3rd time this week).. This happened after Jan, Priya and Prim left us..

We were having a conversation and I was telling Bai, Ana and Naufal that lately I've been looking at the time and I keep seeing the same number everytime! Which is beginning to freak me out, feels like something bad is about to happen.. For e.g today, I looked at the time and it was 5:55pm..

Anyway, the conversation was like this..

Fal said, "Luckily you didn't see 6:66"
Bimbo me said, "Oh no, I haven't seen that before"
Ana asked Fal, "Why, 666 bad luck isit?"
Bimbo me again said, "666 is that setan omen thing right?"
Then Bai was like, "WTF, that no. doesn't exist!"

I looked at Ana and we burst out laughing our ass off!
OMG!!
FREAKIN' HILARIOUS!!!
Gosh, I just had to type this out in case I feel emo-ish and want to laugh at the memories.

I feel so stupid after I rethink bout it..
lucky for me, Ana was there laughing with me.

Anyway, I think I already achieved my new years resolutions! :D
Easy peasy
But it's draining my energy level to the max.

mm.. Tchau fer now!
Tempted to touch! ooh

2009-01-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

Wazzup people!
Planning to post a long post cause I got the feeling of re-reading it in future..

Anyway, besides the drama in the last post, I'm close to being awake for 25hrs now cause I was so afraid I couldn't wake up early for the CCA fair which bloody started at 8am. Reached school and was freaking ganchiong cause my phone is still not working and I cannot find that Ms chia.

I reached school so freaking early also just to stare at the taekwondo people eat right infront of my face. Sat down there like an idiot, all alone for at least one hour pretending to look at my phone(which was not working) and acting busy, until Bolan came up to me and starting talking bullshit to me, which I seriously was not in the mood to entertain.

Wah today, super happy, saw hot stuff!! whoosh! Anyway, I was super high today, totally different from my usual self. Super fun la!

During the fair the Audio people kept playing all the nice songs, then womanizer came out and I tried seducing Su by shaking my non-existent breasts and then the hairflip..
Wonder if she's turned on by it..

So, managed to get like 72 new members.. not bad eh.. That Chia wanted to aim for more cheena people so we did and I can say we managed to grab alot.. She's fucking annoying now.. I don't like her already.. She likes to repeat the things she say.. Like today, she kept repeating she'll get the Velcro thing for me like at least 5 times.. and she said it freaking continuously which annoyed the hell out of me..

wah bitchy bitchy..

I just feel she doesn't appreciate the hardwork that all of us put in and she can be freaking bias to a bunch of people. That's how I feel.. okok whatever..

ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN TODAY, I'm so lazy to type it all out..

The daiko people and me got the feeling feeling already.. We were busking together trying to compete against the fucked up lion dance people trying to outwin us with their drums.. Damn retarded.. And our booth was just fucking beside them la!

NABEI..

Ah, anyway.. After that we went to class, the feel was still there.. I think I over-entertain Su today.. But I think she likes it secretly la.. LOL
Better than not entertaining at all right??

Kk.. Chill chill..

Played with Lin's new phone, it had that automatic sms reader thing for lazy ass people who can't be bothered to read.. So we tried typing "Iie lurbesx uee, muachxsxsxsx!"
FREAKING HILARIOUS! The voice was so ang moh-ish that it made it sound extra funny.
sorry, I don't know how to type twits..

We were talking crap all the way until Ms Sim gave us like 10mins to talk among ourselves but we ended up talking alot more than that, so she released us early.

Then after that, went to starbucks for awhile(again) this time after the usuals left, me naz and bai had an open talk.. seriously open.. I find that Naz very wise.. She can be my personal psychologist.. She has this very matured way of thinking and she makes me realise alot of things.. power to her!

Anyway, the post is getting very long now I think.. But for now I need to get more confidence in me and live my life the proper way!

Ok, Tchau fer now!
This is my first time blogging like this I think. If you happen to reach this last line, I salute you!

2009-01-05T00:16:00.003+08:00

Things are fucked up now.
I'm a year older now and I'm crying even more for no apparent reason.
So emotionally weak and stupid.
That's me.

Now I have to restart things to square one.
And I thought I'll be free for awhile.
But there will be only one thing I'll regret.
If only I wasn't like this

Now I don't feel like going to school knowing something might happen

Tchau fer now

2009-01-03T22:28:00.016+08:00

Xiong getting sabo-ed with the oh-so-famous-standing-on-chair treatment from Fish and Co.
Can hear quite alot of laughing from us, especially xiang.

Met up with Xiong for a short short while only cause he had to go off for a relaxing cruise around idk where..
Gosh.. He's 20 already! OMGGG.. Isn't time like moving extra fast nowadays?

K, anyway..
Update on my birthday celebration!! ;D

Down at Sentosa! (again)
hahaha.. But it doesn't really bother me..
Cause it was a with a bunch of different people!

Met up with the peeps that went to vietnam..
Was super excited to meet with them again..

Su was there!
Even though how much she hates the sun, she still came down and that shows how much she loves me!
hee..

Shafiqz! looking at the half-naked guys walking... LOL

We did the usual stuff..
Did jumping shots..

Posed glamorously

built dams??

Played with Sand balls which hurt like farkkk!!

Ana started drowning suddenly which was really funny cause it was really random..

Absorbed the sun rays for awhile
and Fiq said he didn't wanna get any tanner.. like wth?? tanner??

We ate the sand balls too..
taste like chicken

Emoed awhile looking at the oil that came ashore..

Taught Su how to play volleyball.. (sorta taught, I'm not good at it, unfortunately)

Groupie photos!
Yati, bf and Jia hua had to go off early..

I had to put this up.. The expression is really O.M.G!
He looks 5 times older la!!
Like my grandpa, but sorie Fiq, my grandpa is still hotter..

Then after all the nonsense..

CAKE
CAKE
CAKE!!
WEEE~~~

i luvvvvv cake.. i luvvvv chocolate cake!!
weeee~~~

Jan: Imagine the candles are lit..
Su: Okay, now pretend you're blowing the candles out..
Dee: WTF??

Hafiz/Cicakman -not so excited
Fiq-super excited!
That cicakman cannot make it la..

Jan and Zi

Okay, so you see my normal expression enjoying the yummy chocolate cake right??
enjoy enjoy enjoy.. bite here and bite there..
without a care in the world!!

I got sabo-ed... :3

NABEI!
Thanks to I still don't know who..
Well, turns out, everyone else got sabo-ed too! :D
So I'm still happy..
Eh, I forgot if su got sabo-ed or not..
Hmm...

Lets end sentosa with a pic of her to remind me to sabo her asap! ;D

Got out of sentosa real soon after..
Dinner and then to the flyer we went!
Weee~~

This is the first time I'm seeing my grey lenses so clear..
After like 3-4months?
WTH!

Anywho.. Went down to the Greek Amphitheatre to see Jan's friend from Upbeats perform
*points points*
Jan trying to be low profile that night..
Managed to pull it off..

Then came to the most boring performance in my entire life!
I swear they starting singing churchey stuff, which bored the hell out of us..
and the guy couldn't sing if his life depended on it.. (oooh.. bitchy me no?)

Haha.. I get lights and pretty stuff as background and I give su a dark cloud..
the irony!
goshh..

Fiq sorta fell asleep during that performance.. But he woke up with that scary stare..
holy cow!

To end off 2008!
The last few pics of that year..

Priya and gang yo!
Babe you still gotta teach me the art of bitchiness
Awaiting that day we go out, woohoo..

hahhaha..

Well, seriously.. Thanks alot to the peeps that celebrated my bdae with mua..
I couldn't have asked for anything else..
;D

and with that I bid goodbye to 2008 and a not so good 2009.. ):

sucky.. I know..

Well.. I took like 5 hrs to do this post?

Tchau fer now!

2009-01-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th birthday ahxiong!

How kuku, I just turned 19 and this friend of mine is already 20!
Consider myself young then! heee..

Xiong, now is the time to act your age already..
NO MORE cartoons!
NO MORE soft toys!
&
I'm sorry but I have to sabo you tomorrow ;D

and thanks many many to my mysterious gift givers! ;D
LOVE YA !!

The message sent is more or less clear..
hahaha...
But no worries, i'll still be as talkative and crazy as ever
to fulfil my new years resolution to be as bitchy and direct..

I'm so scared to use my prezzie thou.. such sentimental value!!
Is there a way to like, bubble wrap the thing so that I can use it or something?

Anyway, my house is super quiet!!
I don't like it one bit..
First sis is living on her own, second sis is in dubai and bro is in london..
WTH??
Is this how it feels to be the only child??

Hope someone comes home soon!
I need some activity happening around the house ya know what I mean?
Getting eerie..

eek!!

Tchau fer now!

2009-01-01T03:25:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMG!!!

I have so many things to say!!!

Firstly, I had THE MOST INCREDIBLE TIME EVER!

Secondly, Happy 2009!!! Weee~

Third, I'm sorry to all that I didn't reply my messages, my phone decided to die temporarily so I can't send messages until the problem is fixed!

Fourth, I finally have the pics from Vietnam!! (all 970 of em) and Jan has inspired me to be patient and upload the pics! (not all duh)

Fifth, I have this funky rash on my hand.. It's damn disgusting, I hope it goes away soon.

Sixth! I don't know what's sixth but HELL I'm gonna blog about everything soon! I'm effing tired now!

Seventh, my new years resolution is to be more bitchy and direct! ;D

and LASTLY, THANK YOU ALL for the birthday wishes through Facebook, SMS, MSN, umm Friendster? and MOST importantly THANKS to all those that celebrated wif mua!

Lemme see, thanks many many to these people
(arrange in time, met)
-Jan
-Su
-Fiq
-Jia Hua
-Yati
-Zizi
-Yati's bf/friend? (edie?, Idk!! I hate names, I'll just call him beefy guy)
-Ana
-Farhan
-Hafiz
-Priya and gang

After 12:
-Xiuling
& ling's friend
LOL

Will steal the pics from Su soon! ;D
I'm so tired now that I'm not thinking already..

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-30T21:03:00.003+08:00

Caught the beautiful sunset down at sentosa last weekend.
Wouldn't this pic be perfect for a postcard??

Just my opinion..

Met up with Fy, Fah and Zal to celebrate my turning of age.
Everything was oh-so perfffect that day..
The weather was good.
There were plenty of food, entertainment and craziness..

Played "volleyball", touch rugby(which i rule at for 5mins!) and ran around getting hit by balls..

Anyway, thanks guys for celebrating wif mua!
;D
So sad that the day ended really quickly and didn't get the chance to go karaoke-ing!
hahaha..
Another time then?

Happy birthday to myself!
& mum.. & tony?

and thanks bai for celebrating wif mua too!
Thanks Alicia for the pressie!!

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

I was a lil paranoid about the government seizing me and stuff so I didn't put up my vid of me trying laughing gas, but after I saw Zi put up his, so I thought I'd have someone to accompany me if I landed in jail.. LOL

okok.. enough paranoia!

Had a try at laughing gas that time.
Please try this only if you have a bunch of people around you looking at you. ;D

hehehe...

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-29T02:15:00.004+08:00

She's by far the closest I'll get to a twin dee!
I luvv her to bits and pieces
and hopefully we can change the things that are going for the sake of our future!
Happy schooling tomorrow cuz!
Hope to see you asap..
It's such a delight to be able to talk to someone who can relate with so many things!
gosh I'm missing her terribly already..
and hope your eye gets better soon!

Oh..
and..
Happy..
Bdae..
To..
Me..

*it has begun*

Thanks guys! ;D

actual birthday is 31st, not today, fyi.
awaiting pics :X

To all that did not hear the news, my bbq plan has been cancelled.

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

O.M.F.G!!
I'm in a magazine!!
*SQUEALS LIKE THE SKINNY PIG I AM*

But i look fugly..
And I fell down during the starting of that performance..
omg..
I'm getting haunted by my past all over again!!
fishsticks!

Hate that short hair of mine.
Anyway, if you look closely, you can see lin and su too! ;D

teehee!!

but I miss the seniors and Iqa! ):
They've all graduated and it's not the same anymore..

Gosh..
It'll be my turn soon..

Okay before I get depressed..

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-25T03:10:00.004+08:00

O HEY!
Happy belated birthday to Syirah!
Total randomness I know but we celebrated her birthday out of the blue and it was my first time meeting her? Which is pretty random..

She's like super cute and innocent until I tak boleh tahan, seriously.

&

MERRY XMAS~

O damn.. My mind is empty now cause I'm having this stabbing pain in my stomach..
Let's just say we celebrated her impromptu birthday at gelare and I kinda miss singapore food a lil bit..

Lemme try to remember all their names (which I'm not good at)
From left to right..
Eduh, Bai, no idea, no idea, EDAH! and Izah? or Ifah? HAHAHAH
shit man.. I SUCK AT MEMORIZING NAMES!

Everyone has such similar names and it's so darn confusing!
I'm mixing up all my gf's names that I've reached a point where I sometimes wanna number them 1,2 and 3.. SERIOUSLY!

Eduhh went to cut her hair at Bestie's friends hair saloon.
And now our hair lengths are like the same, I think..

Chicken seaweed rocks!
;D

I'm dying as of now, must be the pasta I ate just now..
Stomach hurts like hell..

Tchau fer now!

2008-12-23T01:52:00.003+08:00

I have some unfinished stuff that I didn't have the time to blog about before my trip to vietnam..

We had another photoshoot on the last day of school I think..
My memory getting vague now but it should be correct.

This was from the first photoshoot which was shot by some guy whom I'm not really close with.

Alip and me..
He was looking extra sexy that day cause his shirt was super tight-fit..
and yellowy.. mmmm...
hahahaha.
Eduh would be sure to like!

I don't have the pic of all of us..
but this are the seniors..
Hady and his usual serious face...
gosh!

Then here comes the 2nd photoshoot pixs with da new soul shirt!
;D

Everyone looking extra fine that day with the new shirt..
O ya.. reminds me that I gotta talk to Ms chia bout changing the sizes (HAIZZZ)

Wee~ You can't really tell but I was actually tip-toeing the whole way..
;D
teehee!
I just like to be taller than everyone else..

Okay, so now I'm back in Singapore!!
Firstly, HAPPY bdae to pang!!
:D
*insert pic here la hor*

But my first agenda was to meet up with my bitch!!
Whom I miss terribly terribly much!!
And cried when I heard her voice..
weird....~~
Makes me wanna appreciate my friends more you know..

Went over to Naz's place to play with her those furball cats of hers which I luv so much!

1 week and I missed quite alot of things..
):

Wtf! I'm like totally step-hot la!!
giving myself goosebumps oni..

I hate helmet-hair!

Well, I'm back to having the stress on me again..
It's like a never ending cycle ya know

I just can't wait for 2009! ;D

Tchau fer now!
Missing everyone terribly

Missing vietnam and the peeps

2008-12-21T13:24:00.005+08:00

Hey people!!
I'm BACK in Singapore!

Feels weird to be back, cause 1 week seemed very fast..
I'm already terribly missing the new friends I made there..
The nursing students and our english team and of course the engineering kids,
and my 2 very erm.. 'unique' roommates.

How was vietnam?
Well.. It was extremely rewarding to my spirits.
It was very peaceful..
and I loved every moment there.

I wished it never ended (or just a longer period)
I missed all of my friends here in Singapore too though!
Terribly!

I cried just thinking bout it..

Will tell you the fun and the drama that happened soon!

Tchau for now!

2008-12-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

BYE PEOPLE!!!
O.M.G

The day has finally come...
I'm all ready to go..
but somehow I feel ABIT reluctant..

Maybe somehow it'll cancel?
hahaha..
touch wood.

MUST HAVE FUN!!!

ARRRRR...

WILL MISS U LOVELY PEEPS OUT THERE!!
honestly..

hope everything goes fine..
Wonder if they'll have internet connection at the guesthouse..

hmm...

Tchau fer now!!

2008-12-13T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hello HOLIDAYS
&
Byebye Singapore!

27hrs and counting...

But even though it's the holidays, but somehow the stress is still killing me.
Have been rather busy with erm.. this vietnam trip thing the past few days..

1 week will fly by very quickly right?

Anyway, I wanna keep myself busy like this..
I'd rather much like it.
It'll definitely take my mind off something.

Gosh, I still haven't packed my bags.
So problematic!

I better start selecting my clothes now.

Tchau fer now!

Efah's bdae bbq

2008-12-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

Heyyo..

Last Saturday, Efah's joint bbq with sister.
Fy and I met up first to chat.
Not alot of photos but can I let the photo's speak for themselves?
It's those live the moment kinda situation.

Fy , Dee

The sisters

The super gurly pink cake that was very nice!!

Can't believe something so pink could taste sooo gd!
Now I'll never doubt anything ever again.

Groupehh!
I call this re-conciliating!!
Gosh..
;D

Love this phot lots!
The Bbq was a last minute thing, just wished there were more food thats all..

Tchau fer now!
Is it weird to be amazed by death but afraid of blood???

enteristing

2008-12-08T23:44:00.003+08:00

Randomness:

I wanna write a book when I'm older..

I guess I gotta start making my life more interesting.
STARTING NOW!

Maybe write bout some magic school filled with blood thirsty vampires and they end up killing each other, lol..
(spoiler?)

and I wanna learn horseback-riding all of a sudden..

weird, I know..

Tchau fer now!

Attack no. 2!!

2008-12-05T00:28:00.014+08:00

will be following Lin's method of blogging today cause i find it neat and efficient! ;D

Happy getting old to Idah and Ling!!!

Celebrated Alicia's birthday as well, since today had cake!
see the old people of the class..
Omg..

I was so happy that I got to hold onto Lin's cam.
I just luvv snapping away,
which led to tonnes of photos today

I noticed today that Bai was unusually insane today, while the usual people who are more crazy like Jan and me were a little toned down.
Perhaps an exchange of "auras"..
I was brain dead the whole day.

Enjoying the yummy cake

*remember, Bai was super high..*
Me and lin (ignore my jutting teeth, bdae gurl was behind disturbing us and I was halfway a smile)

Naz Mooda and Lin enjoying..

Alicia and Su

Naufal finished his piece when I snapped his pic
Idah and her bestie.. Izah? I think...
Nice person ;D

still enjoying every bits and pieces

Varon and Alicia
I realised jan isn't there's no Jan pic here, sorry!

Idah and bestie sat aside and Naufy, Bai and Jan casually sabo-ed her,
witness the process:

well, i was halfway eating my cake when they planned it, so I got the aftermath

"tissue, my hair!"

Alif Hisham and Naufal no.2 came down to cele too.. but alicia left early and Alif was late, blah3..

headed down to changi airport for the free starbucks thang.
Super awesome!
Qued, donated and ordered!
shiok

Here's Jan!
Naufy was so shy!

Why so serious ana?

Naufy started emoing then..

enjoying somemore!

There's me again!

Here's a small montage of Ling..
I should be having an idah montage too but the pixxs are in Bai's phone so whatva
There are a few other pixx that are similar(that she covers her face)

The pixxs will go on like that so I'll just stop the montage..

They had their dinner at Mac but I'm really gonna boycott all fast food,
which I strongly suggest to everyone,
cause the truth is that it's really disgusting!
I think this is a test of my willpower too..

They told me to act sexy and I tried to smile with my eyes, LOL.
But I don't think I wanna try that look anymore

And a continuation of the xiuling montage:

The one of the very few pixx we have of Ling w/o her covering her face.
which is rather RARE..

Anywho!! Lin brought her geek spects along with her which she bought for Zouk later.
And I could have given her mine since I'm kinda over the geek look.
But let's try!!

Queen geek..

Bai and Naufy, super cute!!

Haha.. Okay so I believe we had fun today.
I hope the bdae gurls had fun too..
But it's not like we need a special day to have fun right?

Wishing the two babes happy 19th birthday again!
Much loves, from everyone and mua! :D

Till the next birthday celebration..
Tchau fer now!
I'm pooped!
Thanks lin for sending the pixxs to mua..

It has begun!

2008-12-02T22:52:00.005+08:00

Updated: Alicia's bdae pixs..

Wishing Ifah happy 19th bdae!!
;D

and and...

also to Alicia-GAL!!
happy 19th!!
consider myself lucky to know this babes!

The birthday attack has officially begun!
Muahahahahahah...

Tchau fer now!!
I wonder why parents decided to bomb kids during this period of time.

2008-11-29T03:50:00.003+08:00

I think I look like i died in the photo.. but still.. I'm trying my hands at editing pixxs..

We never really know how good a friend has been treating us until they're gone and there's no one else to rely on...

nothing really exciting to blog about.

Tchau fer now!

Season 11 Antm

2008-11-27T04:43:00.002+08:00

Caution: Contains Spoilers for ANTM season 11
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Season 11 America's Next Top Model winner!

Mckey!!

This is the first time that the person I was rooting for all the way, won!
This is so cool!
Although season 11 has finished just like that, it has a little amount of disappointment there cause now all my fav reality shows are depleting slowly one by one.

Anyway, I'll find some other things to watch then.

Tchau fer now!!

Long long day

2008-11-21T22:56:00.007+08:00

OKIE!

I have another performance to update yall!
hahaha..

Seems like I'm updating quite alot these few days..
perhaps the bloggin bug is back??

anywhoo..

We finally gotten our Soul shirts!!!
It's like super cool/comfortable/nice and etc..

Okay so like, it was a very long long day
and miss chia was nice enough to order pizza for us!

Yummeh!!
I didn't realise that putting up the picture can remind me of the taste of the pizza..
goodness..
I'm missing it.

Ladida.. Us us..

Ladida.. them them.

Ms chia would totally kill me if she saw this photo of her in my blog.
HAHAAHHA.
but who cares.

We were giving an interview for the new potential committee members
And after that we had a performance for Metta Shine Night 08.

C-c-check OUT THE PERF!
:D

After show picxsxsx!!!

Tchau fer now!!

Phototaking :D

2008-11-21T01:02:00.005+08:00

OKAY.. I'm WAYYY too excited not to blog..

My nerves are itching to post the pics up.

This is a double post.
Don't forget to look below.
:D

So today we had our class phots!
Totally awesome!!

First things first..
I TOTALLY LOVE LIN'S CAM!
O.M.G!!!

I'm probably the first person she'll look for if her cam goes missing..
This was all after the photoshoot
And I'm quite lucky I could grab as many people as I could
including Mrs. K
:D
I forgot where Mr H. and Mrs Ang went.
But still.. YAY!

Panda, Chou2, Bamboo and Sotong
:D
Somehow unrelated but matches our persona in some way.

The mess that is called QS.

Bai and Me far behind doing the Riri.

I swear that today is the first day that I only realized how few guys there are in QS.
The guy's only made one row at the back.
Gosh.

Argh..
School is coming to an end very very soon.
I'm gonna miss EVERYONE!
OMGawwd!!

INSANE..

I'll probably just cry like hell.
teehee..

Tchau fer now!
jabs tomorrow.
:/

Suntec performance

2008-11-19T21:25:00.007+08:00

Happy 19th birthday MingJie ;D

I'm trying to remember to update here and then.

So yeap.. I finally have the photos from the performance at the ITE award show at Suntec. :D
WooHoo!

Camerawoman : Ang Susu.

This event was awhile back and my memory is currently abit rusty.
But once I got the photos, all the feelings started coming in once again.

This was the replacement for the bangkok trip that was unfortunately canceled.
and thankfully we managed to perform with Jamal our founder of soul-percussion.

We reached Suntec early in the morning, therefore we managed to take tonnes of phots all day.

Group Photo!
Su experimenting with the shadows.

Alicia and mua with more of the shadows.
Trying to pull off one of those artsy-fartsy pics.

Camerawoman and mua now :D
Artsy-fartsy died at that moment.

Then came to scary emo pics
Oooo~~
i like!

Alicia and the couple of the group
Cia portraying 'shocked' emotion with the two gundus.

By far the most hilarious expressions I have ever seen in my life.
They crack me up all the time I cry laughing everytime I'm with them.

Went for lunch after that, goofed off more, changed, practiced more, and then it was our show.
Welcoming for some random guy I don't even know.
Haa..

Skip all that and came more goofying off!
:DD

Group photo after the performance :D

THEY MADE ME DO IT!!
Omg.. The wandee everyone know's isn't like this!!!
xD

The guys started taking phots all the way
I forgot what we were trying to do, there were several different poses we were doing.

Failed jump shot.

Lame-o's

Headless Naufal.

Jamal doing the same pose

formal-ish..

and the gurls!! :D

Everyone decided to wear black that day

At this point i'm just typing one sentence after one.. haa..
blogging is officially not easy.

Hui Yun and mua.. :D

Susu and mua

Oh then while havin dinner.. We had a discussion bout random stuff.

Hui Yin and Alif

Alicia

Pang and Jamal(our soon to be Resident Instructor & Mr Kentang)

Iqah ( our leader who recently stepped down) and Naufal(whose either the wife or husband in the r/s with Alif)

Mua and Iqah :D

Jamal and I don't know what the hell is he doing to the chili sauce.
It was sucha fun night!

On the way back Alicia and I were comparing oldies.
funn..

Well... till the next performance!

Tchau fer now.

Look out for this space ;D

2008-11-15T22:43:00.005+08:00

Updates bout the last performance of the seniors together really soon!
(well not all seniors actually, sadly)

Tchau fer now!

kill the lights! ;D

2008-11-15T01:14:00.003+08:00

As usual, didn't go to school on a friday..
It was too painful to wake up with my throat burning.

But whatever, the kids from Metta came over for the last session of basic percussion.
And they're kinda cool.

We ourselves learn how to be more open to them and it's an experience I'll definitely cherish.

But something out of the ordinary did happen, one of the kid that Alicia was teaching today suddenly turned behind and started talking to himself and when she asked him who he was talking to, he simply said his friend.

Thing was, there wasn't anyone there.
Cool or what???

Well, they're a bunch of unique individuals.
and I think I'll miss em!

Anyway, I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow..
Ice-Breaking, interview, training, performance..
Just looking forward to that pizza!!!

Tchau fer now!
;D

Rihanna 'live' in sg

2008-11-14T00:03:00.006+08:00

So GUESS WHAT!!!

YEAP..

Bai, Eduhh and mua manage to catch Rihanna Live!!
&
the feeling is so indescribable..

Apparently this is her 2nd time coming to SG but it's her first time performing live
and I'm so glad to be part of history!
hhaha...

When we got there,
we had awesome news immediately..
"Sir, your seats have been moved forward"

Those were the magic words I only dreamt of having said to my ears.
The most wonderful few words that I so badly wanted to hear.
xD

We were kinda early.. so we had the opportunity of choosing our seats first.

Look at the empty seats behind.. and of course we chose to be nearer to our idol

The stage wasn't that far away..

The seats started to fill up immediately and it was a full house.
Totally awesome

So this is when we started shouting/screaming and going crazy basically.

Rihanna!! *faints*

Her new song? Breaking dishes..
Never heard of it until today.
SADLY CHRIS BROWN WASN'T THERE WITH HER!
blehhh

I was hoping we'd get 2 for 1.

The only downside of the performance was that there was technical problems during the intro, in which she sang Disturbia and I was sooooo devastated when she didn't sing it nor sing it again cause it's like my xtra fave song.

But it would have been a great intro if not.
Sad sad..

It was hella good though..

Sadly oso, I looked around abit and umm.. people weren't dancing and shietz.. and instead they took out their cameras and started videoing down her perf..

Like.. WTF?? They paid money to video down her perf instead of enjoying the music and dancing to it??

okay, whatever!
The 3 of us nonetheless wanted more!!
With all the dancing singing and clapping..
I definitely have potential to be a clubber kid..
xD

It was so sad when it ended..
cause we simply wanted more.

but I'll probably remember this for life!

Fav songs of the night were "don't stop the music" & "Live your life"
Awesomeness!

Tchau fer now!
Had THE best time EVA!!

Paramore - Decode

2008-11-10T01:03:00.001+08:00

Lyrics:

How can I decide whats right
When youre clouding up my mind?
I cant win
Youre losing sight
All the time

Not gonna ever own whats mine
When youre always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I cant see
What kind of man that you are
If youre a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(Im screaming, I love you so)
On my own
(My thoughts you cant decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what weve done?
Weve gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what weve done?
Weve gone and made such fools
Of ourselves

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true.

Tchau fer now!

Bang bang..

2008-11-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

Here's.... MIKA-CHAN!! xD
OMG.. I really really really miss herrr....
My poor darling cat!
):
Everytime I hear a cat-fight I'm always reminded of her.. sob..

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Okay, enough reminiscing, today.. I'm totally not feeling well-ish..
but whatever..

The kids from Metta School came over again this week for some basic percussion training!
They're oh so sweet la..
Fast learners even.
Next week is gonna be the last week we'll be seeing em. ):

But it seems they have no problem remembering mua!
(:

Must be my excellent teaching skills.. Haha.. xD

well..
Tchau fer now!

*STAY STRONG BABE!

The freaks come out at midnight

2008-11-07T00:08:00.006+08:00

The artist comment:

I walk into my kitchen to get a glass of milk and I can't pick the bottle up. I feel so small and so weak. So frail.

I heart this photo

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Death day has arrived and passed!

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
Just had to wait for 2 torturous hrs thinking about what will happen next trying to emotionally control myself and prevent myself from puking all over the place.

I almost told my mom, "Be mentally prepared".
but it wasn't necessary.

Thankfully.

All is well that ends well.
He asked me, "So how do I lie to her"
That was the billion dollar question that made me wonder.

I thought I'd make my mother cry today.
But I'm pretty lucky I didn't.

Tchau fer now!

Dammit why do I think too much.

SCC

2008-11-05T00:39:00.003+08:00

Hoho..

Went down to Swensens today for MUDPIES!!!

Yummeh-deliciously-heaven yet sinful MUDPIES!!

My official fav ice cream has gotta be Sticky Chewy Chocolate! ;D

Too bad Lin couldn't make it. Take care of yourself!

Together with us were Mooda, Ana and Pang.

Ana treated me a SCC, thanks babe!
(I should put one big pic of her here)

Also managed to try the Dark Cherry latte today..
:D

Super delicious-o
My sweet tooth has been ringing all day.
I'm so happy right now.

Teehee..

Anyway, my death day is in 24hrs. Shietz!

Tchau fer now.
I steal pics from Su's blog btw.

Mega Sega

2008-11-04T02:07:00.002+08:00

Randomness has gotten to me, the gang were talking bout ol' skool games from our childhood days and I remembered my brother downloading it from somewhere and now I'm happily playing bomberman.

Super classic! I likeee..
;D

Isn't the kangaroo thingy that the bomberman is riding just super cute???
Sega rocks my socks!

By the way,
happy 19th birthday sab!
:D

Tchau fer now!

I'm back?

2008-11-02T20:18:00.003+08:00

One of the dumbest questions anyone could ask would be 3 simple words, "Are you OK?".
The direct answer would always be a yes but we never really know, do we?

Perhaps, deep down inside, we force ourselves to put on fake smiles to 'show' that we're okay, and it has always been the case.

I feel that not a lot of people like to share their bad feelings with one another, and only in private moments do we talk about it. Just a walking time bomb, ticking and ticking. It doesn't surprise me if the next time I ask someone if they're 'okay' that I get a Yes.

And it's just silly of me to keep asking people that, when I know that they're not.
But it doesn't hurt to ask, right?

by the way.. Happy belated Halloweens!
do you dare ask who's that?

Tchau fer now!

2008-10-28T22:50:00.001+08:00

I'm going to be on hiatus for the time being. I'm not feeling well neither am I feeling like myself.
But I'll be back with new and exciting posts.

Tchau fer now!

2008-10-26T01:45:00.001+08:00

Feels like I'm dying slowly on the inside.

Be the change!!

2008-10-20T19:01:00.006+08:00

I just like the kid's bangs*

Home has finally flipped and become one hell hole.
Never can I spend my time in peace.
It's just such a big blah.

In school, teachers are calling me soft and think I can have a meltdown any moment.
Which I totally don't get,
How does someone comes to the conclusion that I'm soft when I only see him once a week?
And since when do I have to fake a smile to show that I'm not sad.
Can't I be sad and depressed looking all the time.

I wonder why I have to behave a certain way before people think I'm normal.

Do I have to be forceful and rugged before someone accepts me?
Who gives a shit.

Tchau fer now

2008-10-16T15:59:00.003+08:00

In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince me that you're happy
I've seen this all before
and we've come too far
For you to feel alone
Please stop bottling things up.

Tchau fer now.

The circus is in town

2008-10-14T10:19:00.001+08:00

The princess of bitch is back with a vengeance!

Furrstt dae off skolx!

2008-10-13T23:16:00.004+08:00

There is a war in my heart

between love and hatred
neither one will give up
but I surrender.

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First day of school!
Seems like the holiday's passed by just like that,
I wished it was abit longer, so that I can finish doing the things I wanna do.

Made me realise how fast time flies and that I don't have alot of time to spend with my friends.
So I gotta cherish!

But anyway, I'm glad to see the familiar faces! :D
The first thing EeDdUuHh said to me was, "Dee, Rihanna is coming on Nov 13!"
And I was like.. HELL YEAH!!

Savvviinnn' mooooneeeeehhhhh!!!

School was only 2 hrs.
After lecture, went to eat at Popeye's!
See, we're already cherishing the time we have together.
Hee..

Anyway, apologies for the lack of visuality,
trying to get used to using the desktop again.

O yea, pics from Panda's house.
I didn't know they were taking pics of my ass!!

The STEP by STEP approach when painting a wall.

Sit down and visualize

Grab someone to help you paint.

Remember don't paint the same part or else you won't get far.

Stand on chair to reach high places, careful not to lean to one side (like me) to prevent falling :D

And tadah! well.. It's not completed yet.
But it will be once I go over to her place again.

Random raya photo.
The fact is I don't celebrate raya.
but we just try to get into the mood of things.

B and I
The entertainment bitches.
I went to find her on the first day, cause I was utterly bored.
Plus I wanted to show her how I looked like in lime green.

I had other photos, but since the lappy crashed.
Haiz..!!!!

I know I'm seriously lagging back in time.
But once I come back to the present time,
all will be forgiven. :D

Tchau fer now!

It's OK

2008-10-09T00:47:00.002+08:00

Okay, been on hiatus for awhile now. I'm squeezing as much activities as I can within this few days before school starts next week.

Actually.. I suddenly have no idea how to blog anymore.
I get tonnes of mixed feelings then start thinking bout so many things and end up not typing alot.

Anyway, I'm abit lagging behind in time, but this is cemta's new wall.
It's so nice and really colorful, it's totally loved.

Ahsu, me and a Faizal. LOL

That's all I have for now.
Tchau!

I'm sooo..

2008-10-07T22:22:00.004+08:00

I'm so freggin gay today.
Gay as in happy gay.
You know..

I can't describe the feeling but I'm stupidly smiling to myself while typing this.
Okay, I didn't realise I've not been updating my blog these few days.
Time flies when you're having fun I guess.

Okay, one reason probably being that I let my sis use the laptop and I can't really update my blog properly.
I do have things to update bout, but I need my lappy to do a proper update.

SIS, I KNOW URE FREGGIN READING THIS, GET UR ASS OFF THE LAPPY AND HELP ME YOU KNOW WHAT! pls :D

haha.. I'll steal the lappy from her later and do a proper update.

Btw.. Leona lewis's new song 'forgive me' has been stuck in my head all freakin day.
random I know..
but i just love it and i gotta share it!

Tchau fer now! :DDD