I'm going to be on hiatus for the time being. I'm not feeling well neither am I feeling like myself.
But I'll be back with new and exciting posts.

Tchau fer now!

Feels like I'm dying slowly on the inside.

Be the change!!

I just like the kid's bangs*

Home has finally flipped and become one hell hole.
Never can I spend my time in peace.
It's just such a big blah.

In school, teachers are calling me soft and think I can have a meltdown any moment.
Which I totally don't get,
How does someone comes to the conclusion that I'm soft when I only see him once a week?
And since when do I have to fake a smile to show that I'm not sad.
Can't I be sad and depressed looking all the time.

I wonder why I have to behave a certain way before people think I'm normal.

Do I have to be forceful and rugged before someone accepts me?
Who gives a shit.

Tchau fer now

In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince me that you're happy
I've seen this all before
and we've come too far
For you to feel alone
Please stop bottling things up.

	Tchau fer now.

The circus is in town

The princess of bitch is back with a vengeance!

Furrstt dae off skolx!

There is a war in my heart

between love and hatred
neither one will give up
but I surrender.

--------------------------------------

First day of school!
Seems like the holiday's passed by just like that,
I wished it was abit longer, so that I can finish doing the things I wanna do.

Made me realise how fast time flies and that I don't have alot of time to spend with my friends.
So I gotta cherish!

But anyway, I'm glad to see the familiar faces! :D
The first thing EeDdUuHh said to me was, "Dee, Rihanna is coming on Nov 13!"
And I was like.. HELL YEAH!!

Savvviinnn' mooooneeeeehhhhh!!!

School was only 2 hrs.
After lecture, went to eat at Popeye's!
See, we're already cherishing the time we have together.
Hee..

Anyway, apologies for the lack of visuality,
trying to get used to using the desktop again.

O yea, pics from Panda's house.
I didn't know they were taking pics of my ass!!

The STEP by STEP approach when painting a wall.

Sit down and visualize


Grab someone to help you paint.


Remember don't paint the same part or else you won't get far.


Stand on chair to reach high places, careful not to lean to one side (like me) to prevent falling :D


And tadah! well.. It's not completed yet.
But it will be once I go over to her place again.

Random raya photo.
The fact is I don't celebrate raya.
but we just try to get into the mood of things.


B and I
The entertainment bitches.
I went to find her on the first day, cause I was utterly bored.
Plus I wanted to show her how I looked like in lime green.

I had other photos, but since the lappy crashed.
Haiz..!!!!

I know I'm seriously lagging back in time.
But once I come back to the present time,
all will be forgiven. :D

Tchau fer now!

It's OK

Okay, been on hiatus for awhile now. I'm squeezing as much activities as I can within this few days before school starts next week.

Actually.. I suddenly have no idea how to blog anymore.
I get tonnes of mixed feelings then start thinking bout so many things and end up not typing alot.

Anyway, I'm abit lagging behind in time, but this is cemta's new wall.
It's so nice and really colorful, it's totally loved.




Ahsu, me and a Faizal. LOL

That's all I have for now.
Tchau!

I'm sooo..

I'm so freggin gay today.
Gay as in happy gay.
You know..

I can't describe the feeling but I'm stupidly smiling to myself while typing this.
Okay, I didn't realise I've not been updating my blog these few days.
Time flies when you're having fun I guess.

Okay, one reason probably being that I let my sis use the laptop and I can't really update my blog properly.
I do have things to update bout, but I need my lappy to do a proper update.

SIS, I KNOW URE FREGGIN READING THIS, GET UR ASS OFF THE LAPPY AND HELP ME YOU KNOW WHAT! pls :D

haha.. I'll steal the lappy from her later and do a proper update.

Btw.. Leona lewis's new song 'forgive me' has been stuck in my head all freakin day.
random I know..
but i just love it and i gotta share it!

Tchau fer now! :DDD

Eat or not to eat?

Gosh.. This feels so surreal, I can eat whenever I want again.
I've been having this feeling of not eating in a long long time,
and I'm getting used to it.
Weird..

My small appetite is getting to me.
I've decided to try and gain 10kg!
Well.. maybe 1kg first but we'll see how it progresses.

Tchau fer now!

SHR!

Time to update!!
:D
Anyway, guess who I "inspired"..
Haa..
.
.
.
.
.
my sisters..

So anyway.. 1st sis came over and helped my 2nd sis paint a motif in her room.
One thing that I'm kinda pissed(and jelez) is that..

1st sis is freaking talented in this kinda free hand drawing thang, and I bugged her a gazillion times to help me but she didn't.

Then my 2nd sister asks her once and she got it.

Ugh.. SISTERS..
Don't know what to do wif em...

So anyway.. Say hello to Pink wall again.


This is 1st sister.
Wait, I dunnoe why I keep calling her 1st sister.
1st sister = Fa..
2nd sister = Fee..
OK?
Just rmb A comes before E/I and you'll know who's who.


So this is her..
Standing, sitting, taking a few steps back, looking, drawing, squating..
Basically in her own designer mind.

&
The final outcome is..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


Tadah!!
I'm a tad jealous cause its so freggin nice!!
blah...

but whatever, I'm happy I accomplished mine myself.
Hurrr..


---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
OK!!

So I didn't manage to blog the last few days.

But...

I wanna wish Lim Yong Xiang a happy 19th birthday!! :D
(it was 2 days ago thou)
and also first time featuring him in my blog, lol.
Well wishes to you, keep smilin', keep shinin'.
:DDDDD
I'll feature the rest of the gang as well plus I'll add a lil bit of info bout em..

First up, Xiong, he's the tallest among the group(yes, taller than me)
and he has 1 double eyelid. :X
He's also one crazy driver.


Here's Ryan, the guy that never ever ever ever gets angry no matter how much I try to piss him off. :D


Then we have, Bing wei (sp?) who speaks better malay than I do.
And in black we have Kenneth, the future businessman. ;D


Next up is Teck, the zohan of the group.


Last but not least, is Kom-pang aka Pang-ya, the social-life-killer lover.
:DDD
That's bout it..
It's quite difficult for me to meet up with them, so take opportunity to blog bout em.


Introducing the 'G-starians'
The triplets of the gang.


and OMG.. I LOOK FUGGIN PISSED! OMGAWDD..
Okok.. I swear I'm not angry or whatever..
I JUST LOOK LIKE THAT! ):

Haha.. Anyway,



Group photo! :D
Did a whole lot of things.
There's nothing boring bout this people really.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Okay. Lemme just skip on to today.
I was freaked out this morning when I had to go pray.

A HUGE ROACH crawled up this guy's pants who was standing infront of me at the start of the prayer.
Literally he had roach in his pants!

OMG.. I lost all concentration and the only thing I could think of was nudging my father in case it fell on the floor and came towards me.

Bless that kid for being so brave.
I would have screamed like hell and started running around.

Man.. thank goodness it's over.
Traumatized!

Okay.. Blogger's being a bitch now..
can't upload phots.
So whatever..

It's getting very long..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA YA'LL!!