WHOA!

Time is really passing by really really too overly fast! It's going to be Feb 2009 already??? LIKE WTH?! It still feels like my bdae was not long ago and I just came back from Vietnam.

Scary sheez..

A few things to update..
Umm, I haven't really told anyone this but.. there is a 50 50 chance that I'll be going to indonesia? Well, I'm not entirely sure cause I only overheard my folks talking bout it..

This is what I heard from their conversation and I'll just summerize what I know..
..Uncle wants to set up a company for some idk thing, and he was planning to ask my dad to follow him over to start this company, and now the only thing that is holding them back is for this cousin of mine to agree to study in an international school there.

So I can't be making stuff up cause this is what I heard.

Anyway, I kinda don't mind living in there if I had the opportunity. I've been to some beautiful places there, but yea, the friends and my life here. I wouldn't wanna start anew, or would I??

Enough of the migrating and sheez..

Naufal taught me some fun new card games and tricks. Can't wait to share it with the gang.
He also did this love predictor thang using the cards, and I kinda find it true.
I need a victim tomorrow to try it on. (:

Well, I'm making a vow not to use the computer too much from now on. My eyesight is getting bad and I look stupid wearing glasses.

So.. Tchau fer now!

Hello people!

I'm here for an update!! Have been rather a fruitful week.. AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to the peeps!

So anyway, alot of stuff have been happening and I don't know where to start.
Don't want it to become another long post though!

Umm.. Lemme start by saying I'm not going to be bitchy anymore.
I kinda wanna drop it.. It's not me being me, it's like I wanna try to be someone else who I'm not.
So I'm back to being all nicey-goodie-two-shoes.
(:

Ok whatever!
I can still be bitchy when I'm forced to because one day some fucktard will deserve it, like this guy on the train.. When I supposedly gave up my seat for this old man.. and this 20 something guy took the sit instead.. That fucktard really deserved the stare I along with everyone else on the train gave em.. Well, the oldtard didn't wanna sit anyway.. so no point of me getting pissed..
But he was nice though! spoke to me in chinese so I just nodded not knowing what he was really saying.. haha..

Hmm, been awhile since I uploaded alot of pics.. I guess I can blog bout Shab's engagement?

Anyway, it's my first official time going to a friends engagement, a Pakistan-Indian one at that too. It was also her birthday! OMG.. I forgot that.. haahahha..

Birthday Gurl/ Fiance?

Fy's and my new hairdo. I loike! Her hair is so much hawter now. (:

Shabb's fiance getting the lecture of his life..
Haha.. no lah, just the praying and stuff (:

The happy couple (:
Soooo preetttyyy!!
That guy's handshake almost broke my hand off..
Gosh..

The ex-classmates..
They never change

We can tell their character from this pic.
Vin the skater punk, Fiz the blur sotong, Liq the class clown and Zal the ****** one.
LOL

The food was gooooddd..
Vin and Zal went for 2nd's..

Well, it wasn't alot of stuff.. I was hoping they'd blast some music and we could dance on the dancefloor like those Bollywood movies.
Then everyone would start twirling and such.
but naw..
After that was the cutting of the cake and somemore camwhoring with the bride and groom.
and then left.

BEING EVE OF CNY:
Almost everywhere was closed.
So there wasn't much to do after that.

I like this pic alot..

Me new hairstyle (:
trying too hard to look like riri??

I'll just end this with a bitchy pic of me.. haha
Don't know why I look like that...

Tchau fer now!!
(:

How stupid can I be for not expecting this huge road-hump to interfere with life.
Life's been going too smoothly lately and it just had to happen.

Still hoping for things to be like normal again cause I don't tend to forget things, especially with my HUGE guilty conscience which unfortunately my bro received none of it.

Okay, I don't want to start it again.. but it's the usual stuff now that he's back from wherever he was.. THANKS FOR THE HAT! APPRECIATE IT LOTS..

So yea, I don't have a lot of photos nowadays cause the phots are all in my facebook and stuff, and I'm so lazy to steal them cause there's too many of em and it'll take forever to blog..

I'll prolly blog tomorrow.. ?
Only the future can tell..

Tchau fer now!

Never in my life have I ever wanted so much pain to be inflicted on myself.. until now.

I'm gonna be random today!
(:

Anyway, I was in the toilet shitting when I wondered about what I wanna do after I graduate..
SEEMS LIKE THE TOILET IS THE BEST PLACE TO THINK!

Ok, so I was just sitting there thinking, and wondered how my life would be if I were to be the *First?* Beauty Therapy GUY! HAHAHAHA

I think I'll be fucking famous ah! People will be like, "Eh! Isn't that the only guy in B.T, FUCKING GAY SIOL!" Then start pointing and laughing, and while they're doing so, they hit their faces into signboards. (:

I was thinking bout those famous celebrity stylist and make-up artists then I was like, I want that exposure and experience.
Imagine me doing Riri's make up!

HOW COOL AH!
K, I'm freaking high now from all that sugar today.

Anyway, besides that, after grad I'm having a lot of thoughts of involving myself in Psychology!
Like reading people's characteristics and stuff.
Now that's what I'm into!

At the same time I can understand human nature better and perhaps tell who's bitching behind my back and stuff.
Then I can spread rumors of them getting pregnant and stuff to others.

(:

Damn I'm bitchy now.
BAI! where the hell are you when I need you..
LOL

K, anyway.. That's basically what I was thinking bout when I was happily shitting. (:

Tchau fer now!
2.4run and CA on the same day! WTF!!!!

I NEED A DAMN CAT!!!!
Those fat and lazy ones that purr alot

Still awaiting the day for ALIF to bring me to the cat farm..

Lately, have been hanging out with the peeps to study and also crap around..
Loads of fun!
(:

Well, today was a great day for mua!
I walked home with hot stuff!!!
hahahaha
So delightful!!
Even saw some butt action..
hahahaha

and also something else happened..
which is between Su, Alicia, Varon and me
hehe..

(:

Anyway, percussion was BOOORRRRIIINGGG to the freaking core..
I don't wanna go for it anymore..
The feeling is just G.O.N.E!!!

I miss that Jamal a lot..
The way he handles stuff is just great !
Better than AHEM*

Anyway, I don't want to be bitchy and all but seriously there's a HUGE difference when they're leading.
I feel so dragged and unmotivated when the other does it.
GOSH..
I think I'm not making any sense now..

So I'll stop crapping now so that I can go and study.
(:

I just have to drag myself for this last 2 performances and I'm done with it!
Good riddance!

Tchau fer now!


HAHHAHAAH.. me and su seriously twinsies!
Ana took this pic in class.. We even have our watches on the same hand and all..
Studying hard!
(:

I miss bitching to bai already.. ):
Bai, hurry wake up!

Found this parody of Super Junior.. It's really funny shiet I gotta say..
I'm not a fan of them but I just found the parody funny.. That's all.. randomness..

Tchau fer now! :D

Hey people

I'm back from Sentosa and feeling abit glum..
Had that volleyball/dodgeball/beach soccer competition.

I came late so obviously I had to come alone and immediately when I stepped onto Siloso Beach, OMG! The sea of half-nakedness all around!! I was like holy fuck I feel so inferior to you NABEI..

And I had to look literally everywhere for the gang.. and the more inferior I felt looking at the nice bods around.

GOSH!

So anyway, I deliberately came late so that I wouldn't have to take part in the volleyball competition cause I suck eggs seriously, and the gang got their ass kicked MAJOR!

Haha.. kinda expected though?
:x

Well, anyway, there were people that I didn't know, so I was kinda left out?? As you can see, my malay is horrendous and these people were constantly talking in malay, BUT it's not like as if I can't and I'm not giving a try at talking my mother tongue but ...

if I can't even spell the word properly, how else can I pass at talking right???
I spelt: Tumbuk(punch) as Tembok(wall) and Sibuk(busybody) as Sebok(dust? or something that I don't know), in other words its the wrong spelling and meaning to what I intended to say..

HOW CAN I NOT BE ANGRY? Grrrr..

and not only that, I can only speak like standard Oral Malay and I don't know how to use the slangs which is how these people were communicating..

It'll be so funny if I suddenly out of the blue started talking like oh-so-proper while they were chilling with the way they talked.

So in the end I didn't really enjoy myself there.. cause I was like just emo-ing to one side but I'd of course smile courteously and nod in agreement to whatever they were saying..

Gosh.. I didn't know I could blog like this..

Oh yeah, I TORE MY FREAKING PANTS and I didn't know about it!!
It was super obvious and I was walking around the beach with this LONG LONG tear on my pants!
Soooooooo embarrassing!!! Thankfully Fah told me sooner if not I would have died of embarrasment there and then..

Anywho, Fy owes us one karaoke session since she broke a promise. tsk tsk..
Don't make promises you can't keep babe! (: (with a smile!)

My new slogan!! (*with a smile!*) cause some people can't tell my expression on the blog/msn.
(:

Well, another long post... If you read till here, I salute you!
Tchau fer now! :D

After school pics

It was a boring day in school.

SOME PEOPLE decided not to come to school besides the many phone calls and messages.. so whatever..
Ang ang was as noisy as hell and my ear kept ringing all morning.

In the end, there's no more feel that I used to have with the clique.
Feels so distant and there's like really nothing much to talk about..

But it's always fun to mimic the way each other behave..
And percussion was honestly boring as hell today,
they decided to sit down and talk talk talk talk talk for more than half the day..

which I honestly couldn't be bothered to listen..

okay whatever, saw scandal today..
tomorrow sentosa yea!

Tchau fer now!

Erm.. Class pics??
Forced everyone to wear white that day..
There was an event at the amphitheater so we had to take the class photo at the stupidest location ever.. near the swimming pool.. which has no point of view..
ok, whatever..

Missing in pic.. Dinie the meanie lol..

(:
less than 3 more months with the peeps! omg
but hell.. I have alot of memories with em..

Anywho, STARBUCKS AGAIN TODAY! WTF!
The conversation was mainly bout the most "bang-able" people in class..
hahahahaha..
and Naz, Bai and Me only have one person in mind..
and no I'm not going to say who it is..
but it was hella fun talking bout it !!

;D

Yo! Tchau fer now!
wanlin, I noe u're stealing the photos as of now.. tsk!

Hello people!

By the way, my phone is fixed now and I can finally text again! Finally the feeling of being left out from society is gone! Like finally, it's been a week since it died? Gosh..

Anyway! Funny thing happened today at Starbucks(yes I went there again for the 3rd time this week).. This happened after Jan, Priya and Prim left us..

We were having a conversation and I was telling Bai, Ana and Naufal that lately I've been looking at the time and I keep seeing the same number everytime! Which is beginning to freak me out, feels like something bad is about to happen.. For e.g today, I looked at the time and it was 5:55pm..

Anyway, the conversation was like this..

Fal said, "Luckily you didn't see 6:66"
Bimbo me said, "Oh no, I haven't seen that before"
Ana asked Fal, "Why, 666 bad luck isit?"
Bimbo me again said, "666 is that setan omen thing right?"
Then Bai was like, "WTF, that no. doesn't exist!"

I looked at Ana and we burst out laughing our ass off!
OMG!!
FREAKIN' HILARIOUS!!!
Gosh, I just had to type this out in case I feel emo-ish and want to laugh at the memories.

I feel so stupid after I rethink bout it..
lucky for me, Ana was there laughing with me.

Anyway, I think I already achieved my new years resolutions! :D
Easy peasy
But it's draining my energy level to the max.

mm.. Tchau fer now!
Tempted to touch! ooh

Wazzup people!
Planning to post a long post cause I got the feeling of re-reading it in future..

Anyway, besides the drama in the last post, I'm close to being awake for 25hrs now cause I was so afraid I couldn't wake up early for the CCA fair which bloody started at 8am. Reached school and was freaking ganchiong cause my phone is still not working and I cannot find that Ms chia.

I reached school so freaking early also just to stare at the taekwondo people eat right infront of my face. Sat down there like an idiot, all alone for at least one hour pretending to look at my phone(which was not working) and acting busy, until Bolan came up to me and starting talking bullshit to me, which I seriously was not in the mood to entertain.

Wah today, super happy, saw hot stuff!! whoosh! Anyway, I was super high today, totally different from my usual self. Super fun la!

During the fair the Audio people kept playing all the nice songs, then womanizer came out and I tried seducing Su by shaking my non-existent breasts and then the hairflip..
Wonder if she's turned on by it..

So, managed to get like 72 new members.. not bad eh.. That Chia wanted to aim for more cheena people so we did and I can say we managed to grab alot.. She's fucking annoying now.. I don't like her already.. She likes to repeat the things she say.. Like today, she kept repeating she'll get the Velcro thing for me like at least 5 times.. and she said it freaking continuously which annoyed the hell out of me..

wah bitchy bitchy..

I just feel she doesn't appreciate the hardwork that all of us put in and she can be freaking bias to a bunch of people. That's how I feel.. okok whatever..

ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN TODAY, I'm so lazy to type it all out..

The daiko people and me got the feeling feeling already.. We were busking together trying to compete against the fucked up lion dance people trying to outwin us with their drums.. Damn retarded.. And our booth was just fucking beside them la!

NABEI..

Ah, anyway.. After that we went to class, the feel was still there.. I think I over-entertain Su today.. But I think she likes it secretly la.. LOL
Better than not entertaining at all right??

Kk.. Chill chill..

Played with Lin's new phone, it had that automatic sms reader thing for lazy ass people who can't be bothered to read.. So we tried typing "Iie lurbesx uee, muachxsxsxsx!"
FREAKING HILARIOUS! The voice was so ang moh-ish that it made it sound extra funny.
sorry, I don't know how to type twits..

We were talking crap all the way until Ms Sim gave us like 10mins to talk among ourselves but we ended up talking alot more than that, so she released us early.

Then after that, went to starbucks for awhile(again) this time after the usuals left, me naz and bai had an open talk.. seriously open.. I find that Naz very wise.. She can be my personal psychologist.. She has this very matured way of thinking and she makes me realise alot of things.. power to her!

Anyway, the post is getting very long now I think.. But for now I need to get more confidence in me and live my life the proper way!

Ok, Tchau fer now!
This is my first time blogging like this I think. If you happen to reach this last line, I salute you!

Things are fucked up now.
I'm a year older now and I'm crying even more for no apparent reason.
So emotionally weak and stupid.
That's me.

Now I have to restart things to square one.
And I thought I'll be free for awhile.
But there will be only one thing I'll regret.
If only I wasn't like this

Now I don't feel like going to school knowing something might happen

Tchau fer now

Xiong getting sabo-ed with the oh-so-famous-standing-on-chair treatment from Fish and Co.
Can hear quite alot of laughing from us, especially xiang.


Met up with Xiong for a short short while only cause he had to go off for a relaxing cruise around idk where..
Gosh.. He's 20 already! OMGGG.. Isn't time like moving extra fast nowadays?

K, anyway..
Update on my birthday celebration!! ;D

Down at Sentosa! (again)
hahaha.. But it doesn't really bother me..
Cause it was a with a bunch of different people!

Met up with the peeps that went to vietnam..
Was super excited to meet with them again..


Su was there!
Even though how much she hates the sun, she still came down and that shows how much she loves me!
hee..

Shafiqz! looking at the half-naked guys walking... LOL

We did the usual stuff..
Did jumping shots..


Posed glamorously


built dams??

Played with Sand balls which hurt like farkkk!!


Ana started drowning suddenly which was really funny cause it was really random..


Absorbed the sun rays for awhile
and Fiq said he didn't wanna get any tanner.. like wth?? tanner??


We ate the sand balls too..
taste like chicken


Emoed awhile looking at the oil that came ashore..


Taught Su how to play volleyball.. (sorta taught, I'm not good at it, unfortunately)


Groupie photos!
Yati, bf and Jia hua had to go off early..


I had to put this up.. The expression is really O.M.G!
He looks 5 times older la!!
Like my grandpa, but sorie Fiq, my grandpa is still hotter..

Then after all the nonsense..

CAKE
CAKE
CAKE!!
WEEE~~~


i luvvvvv cake.. i luvvvv chocolate cake!!
weeee~~~

Jan: Imagine the candles are lit..
Su: Okay, now pretend you're blowing the candles out..
Dee: WTF??

Hafiz/Cicakman -not so excited
Fiq-super excited!
That cicakman cannot make it la..


Jan and Zi


Okay, so you see my normal expression enjoying the yummy chocolate cake right??
enjoy enjoy enjoy.. bite here and bite there..
without a care in the world!!

I got sabo-ed... :3

NABEI!
Thanks to I still don't know who..
Well, turns out, everyone else got sabo-ed too! :D
So I'm still happy..
Eh, I forgot if su got sabo-ed or not..
Hmm...

Lets end sentosa with a pic of her to remind me to sabo her asap! ;D

Got out of sentosa real soon after..
Dinner and then to the flyer we went!
Weee~~

This is the first time I'm seeing my grey lenses so clear..
After like 3-4months?
WTH!

Anywho.. Went down to the Greek Amphitheatre to see Jan's friend from Upbeats perform
*points points*
Jan trying to be low profile that night..
Managed to pull it off..


Then came to the most boring performance in my entire life!
I swear they starting singing churchey stuff, which bored the hell out of us..
and the guy couldn't sing if his life depended on it.. (oooh.. bitchy me no?)






Haha.. I get lights and pretty stuff as background and I give su a dark cloud..
the irony!
goshh..

Fiq sorta fell asleep during that performance.. But he woke up with that scary stare..
holy cow!



To end off 2008!
The last few pics of that year..


Priya and gang yo!
Babe you still gotta teach me the art of bitchiness
Awaiting that day we go out, woohoo..

hahhaha..

Well, seriously.. Thanks alot to the peeps that celebrated my bdae with mua..
I couldn't have asked for anything else..
;D

and with that I bid goodbye to 2008 and a not so good 2009.. ):

sucky.. I know..

Well.. I took like 5 hrs to do this post?

Tchau fer now!